Ode to Faux Friends

Greetings fellow people of hot vax summer of ’21. I have been holding onto this for quite sometime. Welcome to this moment of truth!

  • Not having the luxury of a second set of eyes that cared enough to chime in
  • Not having the luxury of feedback, reviews, likes or shares around my work from ANY PERSON that I know or thought I had a rapport with
  • And also, not having the luxury of anyone I am acquainted with, READ MY BOOKS (not that I am aware of anyway, now that I’m not front & center in the restaurant business)

HAS SHOWN ME… one: I have managed to dissolve, disengage & basically shed every single relationship I ever had, to the point where absolutely no one in this world feels they have any allegiance to me what-so-ever (that’s an odd position) two: it’s not over til it’s over, I’m definitely not quitting now, three: sooner or later the Universe will reach me through complete strangers. Thank God for small favors.

Apparently, good deeds & good constructive criticism only come from random people I don’t know, in my case. And, after asking for feedback from literally HUNDREDS of people I do know or am somewhat acquainted with… I got nothing. Radio silence, except for ONE review from my ex boyfriend’s mom, who appears to be my #1 fan. Turns out, I don’t have friends… or family or what you would call a “support system.” Because if I did, I would at least have a handful of reviews without having to chase people or hunt them down. Right?

That said, for lack of any evidence to the contrary, I am going to have to rely on strangers from now on. However, don’t be surprised if I start to reach out personally to you or anyone I think can still rate or review my books in good faith.

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I celebrate everyone’s posts, photos, families, breakthroughs, big moves, pregnancies, babies, kids, new relationships, engagements, weddings, announcements, anniversaries, trips, vacations, graduations, special days, & landmark moments.

Well… THIS IS MINE, people, in case you haven’t noticed. I never got to have any of the typical aforementioned things really, & I am okay with that, but for god’s sake. It’s a little disheartening to say the least. I may not require validation from others, but just because a person is evolved, secure & loves themselves, doesn’t mean they can’t call a spade. Whatever happened to support from the community or neighborly wisdom? It only takes a minute to leave a rating or review or a comment.

That said, thanks to a dude from a zoom room in a webinar I was attending on optimizing Amazon books sales, did I even NOTICE my COVERS, were completely subpar. Like, way below a level of excellence. So obviously in fact, that I was in shock I didn’t even notice all this time. 

Turns out, judging a book by its cover is 100% en vogue. People absolutely DO… go off first impressions. Your teeth, the kind of shoes you wear, car you drive, or how unkempt your bathroom, bed or kitchen might be. Let’s not sugarcoat. Covers MATTER. Big time. Not like in an extreme superficial way, but in a way that only makes sense.

The meat, the flavor, the content of character, the mind, the soul… yes. But, there is an unmistakeable alluring intrigue to what encases them. The essence of the within should be represented without with a certain degree of delicate equivalence. After all… the face, body, package, casing or cover, is what engages us first. It is what draws us in, speaks to our feels & advertises the goods. “We do indeed, eat with our eyes.” Said every good chef I ever worked with.

All this time I have managed to not be the slightest bit privy to certain really important details. It’s kinda embarrassing & almost seems like a big fat cruel joke that I have been in the dark all this time. And it’s no one’s fault per se… it was just not the right time. But, for the record… the content of character that these books exemplify deserves a casing that matches… 10-fold. Better late than never, I guess.

I suspect I have been somewhat consumed (ya think?) & rather distracted by all the extreme focus it takes to build a worthy enterprise. Writing, editing, publishing, recording, marketing, creating content, a channel, website & podcast, attending classes, modules, workshops & webinars, doing consciousness upgrades, energy activations, & clearing the karmic cache… is no small feat.

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With all that said, I don’t just write books, I write revolutionary game changers that can potentially change lives for the better in a monumental way. I believe there is a great need for the poignant perspective that my books provide… or else, I would be a fool to put forth so much time & effort towards something potentially irrelevant. I would be a fool to believe in something potentially futile or fruitless. I would be a fool to promote something that possibly contained the ramblings of a self-absorbed, unenlightened, dull & uninteresting played-out perspective. 

I would be a sitting duck for “dud-dom,” where all vanity projects go to die. Where the relics of every single thing done in vain, lie in a final resting place of never going anywhere or reaching anyone. The failed projects graveyard, if you will. I would be chasing some kind of pipedream that was never a real possibility in the first place. I’d be the poster child for dumbass.

Well… that’s simply not the case here. I didn’t compose books out of thin air, for my simple satisfaction, to fill up some void writhing with neediness, to prove I am worthy of some semblance of some sort of success to show up the naysayers, to exonerate my inner child or to escape from some mundane lonely life I miscreated.

No. I channeled the books from a Divine force, the same one that created you, me, the earth, sea & sky. I have been at this for quite some time, like since I was a kid. I do what I love & love what I do at this point. It’s passion & purpose that drives my plight. My WHY is to liberate the human community one book at a time, (and to also live worry free with a few extra cats for the rest of my life in the island beach bungalow with my name on the deed… so I can host killer weekend retreats). This isn’t a hobby or side gig. This is my life’s work.

I may indeed not have a support system, a family that gives a hoot, a couple of really great kids I raised that folks praise me for, or a team behind me working hard to make this happen. I may indeed be singlehandedly pouncing to new heights all by myself. But, I have a bunch of spirit guides & Angels guiding me through all this. These books weren’t written for any other reason than to serve mankind to the fullest extent of cosmic law. All who are meant to receive the unique & valuable bountiful blessings they bring… may you come forth now & tap below. And leave some godamn reviews, thanks. Namaste. 🙂

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Pimp your plate and save the planet

Okay fine… let’s make it not about the cruelty of animals for this once. Let’s talk stats. Let’s talk tangible evidence. Let’s talk smart business. Let’s talk the future prospects of our species, based on the current state of things. Allow me to show you the big picture of why your food choices matter.

Our land mass is being squandered to feed not us, but livestock. Did you hear that? Recent stats state that OVER HALF of our world’s natural food supply like grains, wheat, corn & soy goes to feed livestock. And that is just the tip of it. This iceberg is an empire state building that cannot be ignored. And it sure looks like this big fat iceberg is NOT melting anytime soon, unlike the polar ice caps rapidly doing just the opposite. The chart below shows that only a whopping 1% of habitable land mass goes to humans. That doesn’t seem right. But it’s a fact.

The charts provided, clearly show how massive livestock populations, & massive agriculture operations are taking over the entire ecosystem. Go ahead, review them, I’ll wait.

Biodiversity is being significantly compromised due to the human penchant for meat, fish & dairy. HALF the planet’s land mass is off limits due to the need to raise livestock & feed them. Ocean & freshwater is either being polluted or sucked up by agriculture. The system man has superimposed upon the Earth’s natural resources is completely unbalanced, causing the earth to collapse, essentially. Mother Nature is being misused, overused, & abused. And, I am here to tell you: it doesn’t have to be this way.

But I’m sure I don’t have to tell you, that greenhouse gases have far-ranging environmental & health effects. They cause climate change by trapping heat, & they also contribute to respiratory disease from smog & air pollution. Extreme weather, food supply disruptions, & increased wildfires are other effects of climate change caused by greenhouse gases. That said, 25% of green house gas emissions come from food production, which would be much less if we were a plant based society. The chart below clearly shows how above all else, cows in both meat herds & dairy herds make up most of that percentage. Not to mention, every other meat product speaks for itself.

Each & every food & beverage choice you make is not just a health matter or animal welfare matter or a matter of morals & ethics. Each & every food & beverage choice you make will save or not save the planet in the long-run. It’s that simple, & it begins with each choice you make as an individual human being with a soul. Perhaps we all need to take a little step back so we can see the forest through the trees. It’s time, friends. The ignorance has gone on for far too long & the environment is taking a pretty big hit because of it.

There’s no better starting point than on your plate. Big changes begin with small ones. If every single person in the world population stopped eating pork right now today this minute. There would be NO DEMAND for a supply of hog livestock. Pigs would be free & that would be it. It’s a very simple formula. No demand, warrants no supply.

A new demand for let’s say… beets, beet juice, beet chips, beet candy bars, beet cake, beet muffins… would skyrocket a demand for fields of beet plants. Thus, Big Business & industry would find a way to grow a shit ton of beets to supply the growing demand of what the population is CHOOSING. Popular food & beverage items become trendy & go viral & voilà… we have a new demand for a new supply of something totally healthy & beneficial not just to us & our families but to the PLANET. What an idea! Why didn’t someone think of that before? We could have been well on our way to solving all the planet’s problems long ago.

Oh yeah, I forgot… the good ole greed monster with dollar sign eyes & savvy subliminal “sucker” messages up his sleeve has been the leader of the (not so) free world for decades now, even centuries. Corporate global propaganda has brainwashed the entire population to believe that humans NEED meat, fish & dairy 3× a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year… to be well, fit, strong, optimally healthy, to get all necessary vitamins, minerals & nutrients, to live long, grow, survive & thrive. Enter stage left: the “bullshit” sneeze cough. Not only is this insanely outdated counterfeit practice killing the planet at a rapid rate that needs attention, but it is killing us too. It doesn’t take a genius to notice this fact.

For generations, we believed the lies we were hypnotized with via commercial advertising. False information has been baked into our psyche/subconscious mind, thus belief systems since before we were even born. Our mother’s mothers & father’s fathers & their parent’s parents… were all collectively hypnotized to believe that milk does a body good & protein packed animal product is the only way to get strong & grow & support a highly functional brain & body. Stage left… “bullshit” sneeze cough again.

Collective community practices & programs only begin to change when individual people change first. Which is why it is positively imperative to be mindful of what YOU, (yes you) choose to consume. The human community is made up of individuals & each ant has a job to do. If you were to distill it down into one little tiny thing… it would be that our one job here on earth is to make RIGHT CHOICES. To make choices that serve not only ourselves but the whole. We have a personal responsibility to the planet & an allegiance to humanity to operate our free will with CONSCIOUS consideration & compassion. That, dear reader, is called: “unity consciousness.” Unity consciousness is what the premise of “New Earth” is built on. Unity consciousness is the pillar of the Aquarian Age.

To all the sausage, bacon, egg & cheese McMuffin slathered in mayo & ketchup fans. To all the breakfast buffets & diners who serve endless eggs, dairy & pork products like they are going out of style ceaselessly every single day to no end. To all the decadent high carb, fat & cholesterol juicy beef burger guys. To all the fancy designer crispy or sensibly grilled… chicken sandwich gals. To all the big spender prime cut steak & chops people who think that bloody meat cuts are a mark of class & status.

To all the flesh eating maniacs who consume a stack of processed salt packed deli cold cuts on your subway sandwich when the clock strikes noon Monday through Friday, every single work week of your 9 to 5 life on repeat. To all who frequent the flat screened sports bar on Sunday for the bottomless boat of genetically modified wings & ranch. To all the cheesy mac heads, hot pocket people, frozen processed poison in a plastic microwave safe dish feasters. To all the cheap lazy editions of processed fad food that have zero health benefits & no nutritious value.

To all you ice cream tublings, milk shakers, cereal slurpers. To all the sneaky late night drive thru artists who consume unnatural copious amounts of greasy bad stuff after midnight… baked, in your pajamas. To all the extra cheese meatlovers pie Fridays & taco El Grande smothered in sour cream Tuesdays serenaded with soda, sodium & saturated fat. This one’s for you, amigos!

THIS IS FOR YOU!!

“A man can live and be healthy without killing animals for food; therefore, if he eats meat, he participates in taking animal life merely for the sake of his appetite. And to act so is immoral.”

Leo Tolstoy

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Eat Kind TODAY

No normal person in their right mind with a moral compass & a good heart would stand by or sit by and watch an animal suffer, be tortured, killed or murdered. It is inhumane, barbaric, vulgar, disturbing, violent, aggressive, morally bankrupt, and wrong. Modern man now knows that we DO NOT need meat to survive. We DO NOT need dairy to survive, thrive & be healthy either. We thus live in a world today that is far more advanced than our ancestors. WE are far more advanced than our ancestors. There is no excuse in this day and age to stand by and blindly accept a horrific practice of murdering animals for the sake of consumption.

Cows, chickens, pigs, & even fish are all mistreated & horribly tortured like in a hellish nightmare. This has been going on for decades. It has been going on for far too long. Animals have feelings, a heart, a mind & a SOUL. We as a nation of human beings must begin to honor that & STOP abusing our power & domain over the earth & its inhabitants. The capture & imprisonment, abuse & murder of precious animals should be a crime punishable in a court of law. It is not right, moral or ethical in any way, shape or form.

We should never be party to harming ANYTHING that has a mother. Period. Humans were born with free will. To choose anything other than Ahimsa, which means “do no harm,” is an injustice. Participating in the mass murder of animals by eating a burger or a chicken Caesar salad or a milkshake a few times a week, is no longer okay. It never was, but it used to be more acceptable to be ignorant in the 1960s, & 90s & even maybe a few years ago. But, we live in a WOKE world today in the 21st century, ignorance is not bliss anymore & karmic backlash is not just a happenstance, it’s a bitch, for real. And the proof is definitely in the pudding. We have had more than enough time as a human community to learn from our mistakes & thus witness the obvious damage we have caused & created for ourselves, families & the planet.

Flashing sign: eating dead flesh that came from an animal that suffered an untimely & unnecessary death… eventually makes us suffer just like it did. Would you like me to repeat that? Adopting the biological DNA & the karmic imprint of that harmed hurt animal will eventually wreak havoc on our wellbeing. It gives us cancer, disease & all the dead things death brings. On the other hand… eating alive, vibrant fruit & veggies grown in the sunshine will give us EXACTLY THAT: light & love, optimal health & wellness. It’s not rocket science.

When is it ever okay to eat the flesh of a living breathing being for the sake of greedy consumption or pleasure?? We are not monsters or alien creatures or wild animals with meat needs. This awful practice of eating animals is dumb, uneducated, hurtful, harmful, ignorant, unkind, cruel & Draconian. Just because left brained society has glorified meat & dairy as if it’s a necessity & a luxury & the mark of a well heeled citizen… DOES NOT make it TRUTH. Just because egoic mentalities JUSTIFIED eating meat & dairy all these years with misinformation & false promises of health & strength, does not make it right or true or worthy of any kind of even the slightest bit of value. IT’S A LIE built by the greed machine to sell product. That’s it.

Do not waste one more single solitary second feeding into surfacy pomp & propaganda. Do not wait one more day to spare a life. Cut down (or quit) on your meat & dairy intake today. Mother nature will thank you. Your body will thank you. Your auric field & soul will thank you. The Animal Kingdom will be honored you chose LOVE instead of a selfish, greedy need to satisfy some counterfeit urge, desire, taste or craving.

Meat & dairy alternatives are EVERYWHERE. There is absolutely positively no need to have to consume meat or dairy ever again for the rest of your life, if you choose that right this minute. It’s the 21st century. We live in an amazing evolved society who is far superior & more technologically advanced than any in recorded history. No human needs meat or dairy to survive, thrive, be happy, strong, fit, active & alive to the fullest. Who ever baked that lie into our collective consciousness all those years ago was a CON ARTIST.

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Ode to thee Old Drunk Archetype

I’ve never been one to boast or brag, but, I have been alcohol-free for one whole year, today. If you would like to read how that originally transpired, & also catch a gritty glimpse into the rest of my whole life story in an entertaining chapter trio… tap on the link: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08TQ7F2CB for book, e-book or audio. The following poem is an excerpt from “The Age of Aquarius” chapter 7: What Tipping Point?

Ode to thee Old Drunk Archetype

No more loose boundaries, or unsolicited hookups I regret. No more being the bodacious buzz girl just hanging out to party or see how far the party can get. No more loose purse strings, blowing my tip money on shots for the whole bar… twice. No more loose lips, drunk texting, drunk posting, being way too friendly & way too overly nice.

No more saying things I didn’t mean. No more blacked-out moments I swore were just a dream. No more finding out later all the snide comments I made the night before. No more smoking weed until I’m not in Kansas anymore. No more white lines from weird guys. No more dumb decisions, or risky rides. No more letting bad behavior slip or slide. No more looking over my shoulder, having to run, duck or hide. No more scarfing down 2am pizza or bumming a dirty smoke. No more waking up with crazy cuts or bruises or thinking life is such a joke.

No more middle of the night fridge raids, or 1000 calorie binges. No more being slumped over the side of my bed parched with my door half off the hinges. No more waking up with a bunch of names & numbers in my phone I don’t even know or recognize. No more uncomfortable days where I can see my mortality in the mirror, my age in my hands, & a big fat ice pack across both eyes.

No more losing my keys, an earring or a shoe. No more in a panic looking for my purse & phone, tearing up everything for a clue. No more waking up with a guilty conscience, & a bunch of mysterious regrets. No more waking up with a pounding headache, in a bunch of cold clammy sweats.

No more red wine stains, or sticky stuff in my hair. No more crumbs & candy wrappers strewn without a care. No more racking my brain to figure out what exactly went down. No more wondering how I wound up all the way on the other side of town. No more letting the night get away from me or the day disappear. No more blackout disaster areas in my house, knocked over lamps, broken plant pots & spilled warm smelly beer.

No more next day blues in hungover city where I pretty much lose an entire day, or three, to recover my soul. No more struggling hungover workdays that feel like a square peg in a round god-ding-it hole. No more mornings still drunk from the night before. No more hair of the dog smoothies for breakfast while I sit crashed on the floor.

No more need for secret stashes, airplane bottles or wine boxes in my trunk. No more do I need a drink to relax, unwind, get loose, or get pumped. No more do I need a drink to deal with the grind or cope. No more do I need a drink for liquid courage, peace or sleep… that would be a, nope!

No more anxiety, worry, or secret guilt do I harbor because I feel like I can’t handle life without a buzz. No more compromised self-worth because of that, & pretending to be just fine, when I really feel like scuzz. No more buffering my true feelings. No more drinking my cares away. No more excuses. No more explanations. No more being comfortably numb all the live long day.

I have a new buzz now. It’s way better. It’s not temporary. It’s definitely here to stay. It doesn’t make you numb or not fun or have consequences that make you pay. It doesn’t take prisoners or produce casualties, & it doesn’t cost a thing but a choice. Choose wisely. Choose LOVE. No matter your fix or vice, if you still have a heartbeat, you still have a voice.

Use it!

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Motherless: Ode to Mother’s Day

Elegance, sophistication, beauty & grace. Charming, generous, selfless, & kind. Everybody loves the ring of all those words. They seem applicable to a woman in your life who you admire or simply: a mom.

A MOM POEM

The steadfast ally, your hero, support staff, or even a sorta saint. The lady who loves you through all your shit, makes sure you always have a birthday cake & that you’re never a minute too late. On the sidelines, always a phone call away, the only one who outlasted every phase of your life. Where home always is, with a spare bedroom just in case you’re on a sorta strike. The person who knows your favorite things, & reminds you of who you are when you forget. Who digs up fun memories, tacky Xmas ornaments ya made in 3rd grade, when you were once the teacher’s pet.

The one who remembers all those special moments when you were small, who makes sure you sit up straight, suck it in & stand tall. Who keeps your pantry filled with emergency chips & cookies for that rainy day. Who knows how a home-cooked meal & a little retail therapy goes a long goddamn way. Who knows just how to cheer u up or cheer u on. Who has that keen sensibility to always tell when something may be wrong. What a special brand of human, a mom. Nothing could ever compete or compare to that lovely special sacred bond.

Elegance, sophistication, beauty & grace. Charming, generous, selfless, & kind. These words sound sweet, nice, delightful & warm. There is no mistake about them. No margin for error. No second-guessing their intent. They are safe honest words. Words that politely smile. Words that give that reassuring wink. Words that do a little curtsy, make ya feel good, even tickled pink.

If a son or, daughter, in this case, can recite any of those words aloud regarding their own mother & mean it, what a true gift! This should never be taken for granted. Because… not everyone can do that. Consider yourself lucky if you can, privileged even, & wealthy beyond measure. Not all moms are gems. In fact, some are just the opposite.

That said, do you know what word single-handedly kills the mood? A word that feels cold, callous, cruel, unkind, uncaring, & unforgiving like a brutal drought, famine or plague? The word: motherless. There it is, all by itself in its puddle of piss. The word even hurts to write, think or say. As if it is even possible to need a word for such a thing. But, unfortunately, it is, on all too many occasions. What a sad state of affairs… being abandoned, thus motherless.

Everyone needs their mom to love them, accept them, nurture them, encourage them, care & be there. Young, old, doesn’t matter what age, a person never outgrows the tenderness of unconditional love. A mom is that one person you can count on to be your biggest fan, secret Santa or perfect gal pal. Your mother is supposed to be the one person you trust, who won’t ever be gone for too long. A girl, a young lady, a woman… needs her mom. All of us need an “Attagirl!” once in a while.

But, unfortunately, some of us do not have that luxury, & not because of a death. But because of deliberate estrangement, which is worse, as far as I’m concerned. My mother, her sister & brother were abandoned by their mother & so I guess that explains why history repeated itself. It’s in the DNA of this family for the women to abandon their children & family for that matter. My mom’s sister, also, an abandoner of sorts. Special thanks goes out to the grandmother I never knew, for setting the stage, setting the standard, & setting in motion a twisted traumatic trend that sailed all the way into the 21st century. She owes me… an apology.

But, I’m beginning to think it’s just better this way. I realize now that I have become a better person without my mother. The insidious damage she inflicted in my youth is finally healing itself. It took 40 long effed up years. And just when I dared to think the coast was clear… more damage incurred, & it took 5 more years. Better late than never, I guess, for my sake. I’m still young enough to have a life. Maybe now I can actually proceed to get on with it & have some sense of normalcy. Like a family or partner maybe, that actually sticks around & CARES? That would be a welcome change. I can’t say that forgiveness is ever easy. It’s not. But, you push & push & push the pain until it goes out the other side. Gradually time heals the injustices of it all. For the most part anyway. Can’t say it ALL magically disappears though.

Happy Mother’s Day to all the motherless people out there, who watch Diane Keaton movies or whatnot, to pretend. Those of us who cringe on Mother’s Day & feel the pit of despair when social media floods with all these perfect mom moments. I get it. You are not alone. I am an adult orphan too. And even though I have only mothered animals in this lifetime due to this flawed lineage, it counts. So happy Mother’s Day to all the pet parents out there too, cheers to you on this day. And salute! To all the “birth moms” too, who were fortunate enough to have the luxury of open adoptions, or not. I’m a birth mom… & we sure do count. And, let us give a proper UN-tone-deaf shout-out to all those whose mothers are MISSING this year. Unfortunately, Covid took many precious lives & moms were a significant part of that demographic. The good news is… moms go to Heaven. That said, finally… God bless the mothers who just couldn’t figure it out enough to show up properly or show up at all. Mother’s Day is for ALL OF US, God doesn’t discriminate.

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SOUL: the cosmic traveler

It’s no secret, we are SOULS in suits. We are only here in this particular body for a stint of a lifetime & then we recycle back into our light body form & transition over into our next mission which could very well be, yet another lifetime here. We are thus, masters of this recycling process, & have been through the systematic transferring of states over & over again, for centuries. In truth, we are cosmic travelers who embody different vehicles at different times for different reasons. Just as water can take on the form of a solid, liquid, or gas… so can our soul thus take on many forms as warranted, just the same.

Our souls are adaptable cosmic chameleons that indeed are the very essence of who we are on a most fundamental level. There is no disputing it. Matter cannot be created or destroyed, just as the soul cannot be disproven to not be a human’s actual true identity. In the past, certain religious beliefs may have regarded reincarnation as a superstitious theory… but, we now know, with certainty, how outdated that is. The soul is a cosmic traveler that is a vast entity of light, love & eternal knowingness that is a collection of data & energetic codes. The light body, or soul, is who we actually are. It is the “thing” that we must have allegiance to FIRST. And, the quote from Jesus Christ master of 5D: “Seek ye first the kingdom of God, & all else will be added to you,” MEANS THIS.

It’s no longer just a speculative topic that we mull over at the dinner table or casually chat about on a Wednesday afternoon or marvel at upon our Sunday service or church sermon. It is our DUTY as a soul in a human suit, to honor the “motherland,” the soul self. Why? Well, because it is the ONE thing that needs to run well, like a gassed up truck with shiny new tires & a fresh oil change ready for the open road. It is the ONE thing that must be wired right, for us to have a thriving bountiful beautiful life here. Our very existence depends on the condition of our light body, our soul self. If we do not tend to the very vessel of our BEING, & it begins to become a half lit Christmas tree of sorts… we will begin also, to be shit out of luck, as they say.

If the flesh & blood body vehicle is our temple, then the liquid light body of our soul is where the temple plugs in its hardware. If the lights go out in the temple… it’s cause the connection to the source of its energetic alignment is crimped. It’s very simple. Serve soul first, & all else will fall into place accordingly, no matter what. It is Universal law that is, again, NOT up for debate. Law is law. God’s law is NOT man’s law. Man’s law is flawed & can be disputed, but God’s… not so much. And, God’s law or Universal law states: the soul, (light body, auric field, & chakra system) is the MOST important garden to cultivate & properly maintain.

Because we have thus followed an opposite formula for decades & centuries of gardening the outer verses the inner of us instead, there have been consequences. Ya think? Here is your visible evidence that proves what NOT serving soul FIRST looks like: sin, sickness, aging, deterioration, suffering, pain, & death. If we were a collective civilization & species that would have served soul FIRST instead, all these years… we would find ourselves in much better shape today. We would find ourselves typically not aging, acquiring sickness, illness, or disease. Deterioration, suffering, pain, loss, regret, guilt, poverty, struggle, strife… all these things are merely the MISCREATIONS of a left brained human society out of balance.

The left brain dominated unabridged ego mind is the culprit here. It’s cunning twisted charm has been an erratic loose cannon with a dark & stormy agenda for centuries. Like a pack of Wild West insubordinate outlaws rippin’, runnin’, robbin’ banks & holding humanity hostage, we have had to stand by & allow it to play out, essentially. That is… UNTIL NOW. For a plethora of agonizing generations human DNA had been held captive by this long lineage of distorted false programs & beliefs. This has made us into a culture of casualties & survivors, & thus a bunch of wounded souls at the end of the day, that keep repeating the same karmic lessons lifetime after lifetime, incarnation after bloody incarnation of challenging tests. Well, I am here to tell ya… games over, wily guy. Bad boys don’t excite us anymore. Healed ones do.

The genetic codes & wiring of old school paradigms of miscreated states of consciousness that thus produced & manifested adverse circumstances & experiences… are no longer valid. We are now approaching the Golden Age of Humanity circa 21st century, & what we are calling “New Earth” is at hand. This means that the expired codes & old wiring are now presently being transmuted into light by droves of light workers, Angels, guides, & guardians of us & our planet. Ultra terrestrials & benevolent beings of light upon all levels are NOW finally assisting this very long awaited SHIFT. It’s happening whether you believe it or not. It just IS. I am here to share this TRUTH. Voilà.

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Age is not just a number

Ageis not just a number. It is a tactfully crafted lump sum of moments that have industriously capitalized on every single experience you have ever had in the whole grand scheme of things & then some. What a statement. What a mouthful. What a tall order to fill. What a magnanimous journey it took to get here. This life, we live, circa the 21st century, for pretty much each & every single one of us, is an incarnation that is one of many. This incarnation is the product of a long line of incarnations wherefore we had multiplicities of experiences here on earth in a human suit. Every single incarnation that we ever had led up to this: the life we lead right now.

Looking at it like this, is wise. This, in truth, is the reality of who we each are, & the realistic nature of our journey. Our individual lineage of lives we each carry with us like an echo of miles & miles of collected karmic creations, miscreations, entanglements, experiences & expressions… is what fate & destiny is made of. The very fabric of our life path is composed of the innumerable free will choices we made over our numerous, too many to count, lifetimes here.

This makes us SOLELY responsible for our outcomes, our dispositions, our states of consciousness. This makes what we CHOOSE the main reason for each & every one of our experiences, good or bad & all in between. Our “lot in life” is a direct & indirect result of the sum total of every choice we ever made, centuries wide. OUR FREE WILL choices, big or small, make up who we are, what we attract, & thus, how we are treated. The quality of our life depends on all the accumulated choices we made over lifetimes. This makes CHOICE, the only thing that really matters in life. Because, your choice is what makes you. Their choice is what makes them. Every single choice, move, maneuver, thought, word & deed you set forth out into the ether is a tiny microscopic energetic puzzle piece cocreating the artistry of the entire container of your existence.

It has been said, that we do not take anything with us after we die. Material wealth does not go with us to the grave. We can’t take the money, house, car or loved ones. BUT… we DO take OUR CHOICES. Yes, we take each & every one of our unique choices. The Universe does not miss a beat, when it comes to collecting every single move we make, decision, intention, & affirmation. Make no mistake, the Universe ALWAYS delivers. Make no mistake, there is no such thing as a secret, either. The Universe is ALWAYS listening. No matter what the choice, the Universe will indefinitely tuck it right in, weave it right in, paint it right in, blend it right in, bake it right in. Choices are the ingredients that compose the recipe of both our genetic & energetic imprint. Both our physical & ethereal design is a composite of our choices. These choice ingredients build your body, heart, mind, soul, character, personality, & position. Choices are the flavors that make up YOU. So, my advice is… when prompted: discern wisely, deliberately decide & consciously CHOOSE.

The fancy, buttercream, carefully crafted cake of your very existence… depends on it. Make your ingredients COUNT, today.

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The Power of NO: how to seize it

“Say YES to new adventures!” We can all relate to snapping out of comfort zones with inspirational quotes like this one. What a great plaque or signature tee, optimistic sentiment brimming with enthusiasm, & a bold expression of pop culture just wanting to LIVE. I get it. But…

“Say NO to people, places, things, circumstances & experiences that will not serve your highest good & support the modus operandi of your best life now…”

…should be a billboard on the side of every highway across America. Or, maybe, this statement should be spun into a curriculum, a series of modules, a workbook or webinar. Knowing when to say NO… separates the boys from men, if you will. This is where the sensitive empathic nature of the female principle is used to discern truth & thus harness its counterpart male dominant energy to the fullest in one tiny word: NO.

NO, just like YES, can give our power back. Go ahead… no one’s lookin’… say it out loud right now… “NO!” It feels pretty darn good, doesn’t it? YES & NO must be bestowed equal “air time” in the life of anyone who wants to be treated fair & just by others & the world around them. Neither position can be discounted over the other. They both equally serve their own unique dutiful purposes as needed. There is a time & season for all things under the sun.

It’s no secret that everybody loves the word YES!

“Say YES to the dress!” “She said YES!” “Yes please, thank you, more!”

The word YES is a happy word, a “game” word, a green light word, a word filled with promise, awe, wonder & excitement. Pop culture has been hooked on it for ages, essentially. Well… at least until Nancy Reagan launched the “just say no” drug campaign in ’82 & then of course the #TimesUp movement saturated society with a big fat “N” “O” in recent years, that shut down jackasses everywhere.

Regarding the 20th century, most of us Gen-Xers & Boomers were raised to have “manners,” & to be politely agreeable at all costs. After all, it was not kosher, professional, neighborly, gentlemanly or ladylike, to say NO. The word NO, indicated rebellion, rejection or rebuke… in the old days. We were taught to be YES people. Eventually we grew out of those outdated standards. We now know better. But never-the-less, the word NO, still carries with it, the weight of old school implications, connotations, traditions, customs & paradigms that are just plain flawed.

That said, this article is about NO, because it’s the less popular word of the two & it deserves some long overdue airtime. The word NO, can appear daunting at times, no doubt. NO, can come across abrupt, inconsiderate, brash, critical, anti-social, disrespectful, irritable or disagreeable, indeed. NO, can sound snobby, arrogant or rude. NO, can sound pretentious, pompous or short. It might get a bad rap for being sure & unwavering, but NO, doesn’t care… it stands in its power anyway, despite naysayers. No pun intended.

It’s probably not a good idea to get in the habit of agreeing to something just because you may think it is your only option. Mister Larry Limitation is just a left brain mind gamer. Do not be mistaken, when one door closes, another one opens ALWAYS. In truth, there are plenty of options & alternatives at your disposal. Trust this fact. Just because you may not SEE the next door, doesn’t mean it’s not around the corner. Geez, if we all had a crystal ball in our pocket, the faith muscle would shrivel up into a tiny raisin of rigid rationalizations. Yik.

NO, streamlines a clean cut down the fabric of a choice & a decision is made in favor of the alternative. NO, is an unassuming YES, in disguise, to an unequivocal reply. No ambiguity, no mincing words, no fuzzy maybe, no uneasy Eddie or uncertain Sally dawdling, or pacing with worry lines of trepidation. Potential empty promises burn holes in the rug of regret, but NO, restores our sense of dignity, decency, due diligence, integrity, accountability, & allegiance to none other than… ourselves.

Dignity, decency, due diligence, integrity, accountability, & allegiance. Those are some strong words. Those are words that contain qualities & character traits of a true leader. All the folks we look up to for demos of how to behave, react, respond & handle things best, exemplify the energy of those words. Leaders might indeed know how to say YES, but they sure as shit know the fine art of NO.

We all crave attention, connection, community, companionship, comradery. But it should never be satisfied at the expense of us, compromising our self-worth or monopolizing our time & energy. Neediness or desperation is no excuse to give in to the YES, when you really want to say NO. Your hair stands up, the pit starts to deepen, your inner voice says NO, & your soul is writing it all over the wall next to ya in thick black indelible marker. LISTEN to your gut instincts, your first emotional response, your intuitive nudges, inklings, prompts, hints of clues of those whispering small voices in your head.

Intuition & instincts MATTER. Yes, NO matters. Saying NO, is a requirement for a good life. If you want to stay sane, balanced, level-headed, tuned in, aligned, at peace & in control of your choices, knowing when to say NO, is a must. Saying NO is a requirement for a safe & secure existence, where your Auric field isn’t trampled on & your energy escrow isn’t sucked dry. Saying NO is a firm acknowledgement of who you are, where you stand, & what is acceptable or not in your realm of experience.

Saying NO, is claiming your position, with no margin for error, questionable intentions, or ulterior motives. Saying NO, means setting definitive boundaries that show people the door, where the closed sign is flipped, & the hours of operation are clearly posted. No means NO… is a real thing. NO should be honored to the fullest each day, no matter what our inner whiny kid wants or what the status quo seductively dog whistles into our psyche via commercialism & FOMO. Knowing the art of NO, should be a mandatory class in high school.

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A Gift 4 my Readers!

Greetings pal! Thanks for allowing my Spirit Guided text, nostalgic stories, sometimes smart mouth rants, silly commentary, & status quo shattering views, enter into your realm of experience. Thanks for reading. Thanks for being a part of the team. As a gift, I have enclosed a PDF of “Zapp’s Signature Dimension Diagram” which is located in my latest book: “The Decline of Civility 2.”

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Addiction is not a disease: here’s why

I see stuff about addiction & recovery fly across the LinkedIn platform on occasion & they’ll each have well over 50,000 likes. Wow. Well, I’ve been clean from opioids & street drugs for over 10 years, smoke-free for pretty much 6-8 & now alcohol-free for 10 months. I’m what you call a survivor to the nth degree. Matter of fact, you can read all about my compelling story in my latest book.  (Age of Aquarius)

Regarding recovery, folks are getting 50,000 likes for being clean 2 months with a whole 50 square mile community rallying behind them for support, & I don’t so much as even get a phone call on my birthday one time a year. That said, I owe my optimal health to no one other than my own fortitude, integrity, self-discipline & drive to stay alive & thrive. I made choices on my own, at the end of the day, to stop abusing substances. I don’t have a support system, never really even did, other than “groups” once in a blue. Over the years, each time a rehab intake sheet would ask me if I had a “support system” in place for my after-care, I would lie. True story.

That said, I decided to take back my power all by myself, & embody my highest good once & for all. It took plenty of good hearty tries for it to stick, but, as you can see, I am evidence of why you should never give up. That said… I have thus earned the right to write articles like the following one. This article was written 3 years ago. I was definitely more rough around the edges then, but, the content here is so poignant & powerful, I think I might slip it into my next book, Part 3 of “The Trilogy of the Ages.”

The following, is the original text: (fasten your seat belt)

“It takes Demi Lovato to get a Narcan shot back to life for people to restart a conversation about addiction? What about Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, Kurt Cobain, Chris Cornell, Tom Petty, Michael Jackson, Shannon Hoon, Layne Staley, Scott Weiland, Whitney Houston, Prince & most recently, Anthony Bourdain… shall I go on?? R.I.P. sweet brethren

Do you know how many times I witnessed right before my eyes… an overdose, someone turn cold, turn blue, drop to the floor, eyes roll back, & First Responders were called to the scene to administer a Narcan shot to save their lives? DOZENS, on the streets of Philadelphia, daily, back in the 90s & early 2000s. Just last year… I found my 19 yr old neighbor keeled over dead from a fentanyl-spiked bag.

What about the 1000s right now, EVERY DAY across the country, dropping like flies, &/or selling their bodies & souls? These people are nameless, faceless, & go unnoticed every single day just because they are “insignificant citizens,” or laypeople, if you will. Dozens right this minute are shooting poison into their veins. Every second in America, kids are getting that deadly sweet rush from a little blue bag or a crushed up opioid pill. Heroin & opioid pills, subutex, suboxone, fentanyl patches, methadone are all one and the same, if ya ask me.

With all due respect… Demi Lovato takes one too many pills, & all of a sudden the news media & online community holds up candles & sets balloons free into the sky & then holds a god-damn conference on the “disease” of addiction & how it’s just like Cancer… but WORSE… they just said on GMA. Wow. What a misnomer, if I ever heard one.

Addiction is NOT A DISEASE. It’s a product of an unhealed society, war, a dysfunctional culture, poverty, low income demographics, a broken educational system, broken family dynamics, abused & mistreated children, cold closed hearts, malnourished souls & unhealthy consumption on all levels. Addiction is a mistake, that must be learned from in order to not repeat. Flawed behavior, flawed patterns & programs… that must be redirected & then rewired. Morbidly obese people feel the same irresistible propensity toward food that “addicts” do toward substance abuse. The only “disease” we should be addressing is the dis-EASE or non peace in the mind, heart, body & soul that resulted from various buried, built up, accrued reasons via past pains & past lives.

In the case of a person in the throes of an active addiction, the “wounded craving center” just so happens to have a louder mouth than the soul’s clear expression.

There is a very easy solution for the problem of addiction… CLEAR TOXIC KARMA, & rebuild from the inside out with SELF LOVE. What is self-love you ask? Well, we learn how to love ourselves properly & efficiently via developing a connection with our higher self. The problem with our society today, is that everyone seems to be “spiritually bankrupt” for all intents & purposes. The only true way to experience self-love is via having a relationship with our light bodies, not just our physical ones. We connect & develop this by learning how to meditate, not self-medicate. We learn mindfulness & gratitude, communion with nature, clean eating, Chakra recalibration, breath & body work, reconnecting with our Divinity.

{Calling all serial rehabers, “lifers,” addicts, keychain & coin holders, Twelve Steppers & the entire demographic of those in & out recovery like it’s a revolving door!}

IN A NUTSHELL: join a wellness center, a hot yoga class, get acupuncture, Reiki, a good massage. Heck… run a friggin’ marathon, join a gym, a dance class, a volleyball team. For the love of God… stir up those trusty endorphins!! Do your due diligence… walk the dog, clean the closets, get out to the park with the kids. Revisit all your half-baked projects, kick yourself in the ass & kick procrastination to the curb. Summon “the fight song” in ya, pursue your greatness, work with a holistic recovery center, shaman, coach, hypnotherapist or healer. Get some balls, get help, ween off the shit. Whittle down your desire, practice a little good old-fashioned self-discipline. CHOOSE to walk down a cleaner path. CHOOSE different people, places, & things. How do ya eat an elephant? One bite at a time. One day at a time.

Relapses happen. So what. Getting up every time we fall, is what MATTERS. One day you just won’t fall ANYMORE. Score!

Why? Cause ADDICTION IS NOT A DISEASE. It is a symptom of a malfunctioning mind that must be rebooted, like you would a computer. If a person wants to be free enough from the merry-go-round of fruitless addiction… They can CHOOSE to walk along a different path. No one is CHAINED to an addictive disposition. Just because nature, nurture, mental illness, depression, criminal behavior, indigence, a bad marriage, bad parents, bad habits, self-pity, or poor education, hygiene & nutrition play a role in keeping a person stuck in a negative pattern of weakness… doesn’t mean an obese person cannot lose weight with diet & exercise. An addictive personality can retrain the brain just as well… if they seek to.

No one said it was a walk in the park, sunshine & daydreams, ice cream cones & lollipops… everything in life is a process, but it sure as shit pays off in the end, & definitely beats hitting rock bottom like a dumb ass every time the high wears off. Come join the grown-ups… we have fun too. Our fun doesn’t crash or withdraw.

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