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Who She Is: a little background

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About the Author

My name is Jenay (JZapp), I was born in the hurricane season circa 1974, which makes perfect sense, because I certainly do like ta shake shit up. I am a writer. I write & write & write, that’s what I do. I came out of the womb with a fat lip from fighting off the earthlings tryin’ to pull me out onto this godforsaken land. No doubt I was snapping gum (if a toothless baby could snap gum), sporting a green sun visor, brandishing a pen & white legal pad, making lists & taking notes. It was September 18th, which was the five year anniversary of the death of Jimi Hendrix, bell-bottoms were en vogue, Eric Clapton’s cover of “I Shot the Sheriff” just hit the Billboard top 100, & it was fondly the era of the sexual revolution, better known as “Free Love.”

I knew how to write before I could talk or walk if that makes any sense. If writing was a faucet of running gold…. I would be the Queen of England, Egypt, and 12 other great empires. I would live in a golden castle with a golden cat & eat golden cucumbers. Diamond chips would be shooting out of my fingertips. Writing is what I do best. It’s how I live. It’s what I know. It’s timeless. It’s healing. It’s cathartic. It releases unwanted emotions. It exonerates. It liberates. It validates. It vindicates. It provides resolutions, answers, clues, closure, knowledge, information, wisdom, comic relief & enlightenment. I NOW HAVE THREE published books available on Amazon.com.

I am most definitely a wordsmith. Frankly, I have way too much fun with words, I can’t resist. I have some serious spunk & there’s no denyin’ my audacious attitude. I am my own brand of freelance writer & reporter of current, relevant, buzzworthy topics. I write colorful articles, create moods, stir things up, am brutally honest & have no apologies, & if ya don’t like me, oh well.

I’d like to think that my writing style is a blended firestorm of bursting color, & a healthy trail mix of Saturday Night Live, Sarah Silverman, Marisa Peer, Esther Hicks, Bob Marley, Bono, Kathy Lee & Hoda, Jimmy Fallon & a tiny sweet little dash of the Royal Renegade of radio… Dr. Michael Savage. I am a melting pot of many influential people. You don’t have to agree with me. I don’t have to always be right. I will say it how I see it, anyway.
I am a poet. I claim poetic license to the max, in or out of rhyme. I am an Artist of Word Art. What I write is deliberate. The English language is a “living” language that is still evolving. It’s not Latin. “Proper” grammar or sentence structure, etcetera, etcetera… may or may not apply here, thereof. So those of you who either may be nitpickers or English majors, put on some sunglasses, put your feet up, & flip on some tunes, cause nobody’s countin’ commas at this party.

If you read through my blog (Tap FOLLOW!)… you will find that I am a bit of a diplomat, pleasantly patriotic and am quite an ambassador for female empowerment and principles. I’m also a tried & true Culinary Grad, a foodie for sure, & recently embarked upon a Vegan lifestyle, so I feature plenty of nutrient-rich intel. As a “recovered addict,” reformed Catholic, abuse & rape survivor, I am a significant advocate for addicts, those in recovery, victims of abuse, animal rights, anyone ready to embrace their power & improve the quality of their life. I wear a hero helmet most days that reads: “power to the people” on the front, and “justice” on the back. I believe in equality, respect, unity, peace, & the eternal Divine force of Universal Law.

Furthermore, I am an Empath. This means I have the gift of clairsentience which loosely translated, means: “clear sensing.” And thus, I have a supersonic capacity to feel, sense energy & experience everything in detailed technicolor. Empathic souls absorb more than non-empathic people. We typically have a deeper understanding of life… & not by choice. We are born sensitives. I literally feel the pain of a wine-soaked drowning fruit fly. It gets even more amplified when I’m high… lol. Look out! She’s a philosopher!

This hyper-developed sensory perception has given me the ability to channel intel from higher dimensions, & over years of continued contact, I have become fluent in these transmissions via writing. In addition, empaths are the arch nemesis of narcissists… which is probably why I tend to have a bone to pick (more like 5 or 10) with any kind of controlling, egocentric, self- serving, dictatorial non-diplomacy.

What I stand for is non-denominational, non-affiliated, nonpartisan & all-inclusive. I am an amplifier of goodness & Light. It could be said that I am a proactive agent for the greater good. I espouse positive thinking. I consider myself a leader in the Conscious Revolution, a Light Guide/Life Coach/Spiritual advisor all rolled into the cool girl next door. Thanx for reading!
Namaste

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Healing Past Pains 101

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Too Heavy? Lighten up!

Guilt, shame, remorse, or harboring any type of negative emotion in a way that it stays stationarily captive in a locked cage somewhere inside of us where our shadow self reigns supreme, is very common at this stage of human evolution. Softening our hardened egos & luring our dark shadow selves out into the light of day, is how we overcome. Love the enemy within, is all., no matter how many times it takes to do so. The echoes of false beliefs, words, and thoughts continue to squeak & squirm inside our minds repetitively so they can be heard over & over again like a damn broken record or cranky child screaming for attention. We hear you! You have been heard! Over a thousand & one hundred million times I’m almost certain. Eventually, the faucet WILL run clean as we replace and redirect. Replace & redirect. Repeat.

The negative tapes don’t stop playing, but the way we can choose to respond to those tapes will change its power over us, then eventually as we replace & redirect, replace & redirect & repeat & repeat enough times, the negative old belief patterns, and ragged old tapes of mom or dad or the bully or bad guy….will dissipate into the nothingness from which it came.

Tricks to the trade. The trade of lightwork. Healing your past pains: 101

Class in session.

Take it from a severely scarred mind who had to listen to so many tapes playing at the same time that she had to use drugs & alcohol to escape the voices. But, take it from me, that method only buries the tapes further, because it doesn’t allow them to playout. A person only chooses to run & hide from pain, saddness, hurt, regret, guilt, fear, if they do not realize that they have the power to respond differently to it. Whether the tapes are a personal attack from our own insecurity, lack of self worth, guilt or regret, or they are tapes of various degrees of toxicity from the laundry list of all the people who had ever crossed, assaulted, abused, hurt, or negatively affected or influenced us in our lives. None of it can have power over us, if we don’t feed into it. Allowing the tapes to play, is essential to the process, and usually beyond our discretion, but, responding is our (respond)sibility. Responsibility defined: (our ability to respond). Responding to toxic thoughts with love is the best way to shorten their lifespan, and essentially end their torment of us. We do this by: Responding responsibly, replace, redirect, repeat. Resolved!

It’s the only way to resolve this. Ya can’t just take a vacuum and suck all the bad thoughts out. They are in there because of old instilled both conscious & subconscious absorption from the past, and they will surface at their own pace.

Note: They will surface at their own pace & in their own time.

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Ya know, for example, that moment when all of a sudden, unbeknownst to you, that fight scene in the movie strikes some weird unfinished business type cord within you, and you cringe & get weird flashbacks. “That’s strange,” you say….”I thought I was totally over that!” Well, apparently your subconscious mind would like to claim otherwise.

It’s our choice then though….to choose in that moment, to respond to that unearthed negative emotion however we see fit.

As we accept & acknowledge this, the more those tapes will unhide & play. We will then thus have the opportunity to respond differently to them, and they will have no choice but to fall away. Essentially what we are doing by choosing to respond differently, is choosing to not support those negative thoughts with our belief. It no longer can exist in reality, if we don’t believe in it. If it’s not our reality, then it simply can’t exist. For, we are manifestors. We are the Lords of our landscape. We dominate our destiny. We fashion our fate. We choose via our freedom of will to either be fettered or free. What time does your watch say?

Mine says, it’s time to respond responsibly!

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