Porn: a HARD look/Part 2

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Track 4: Gaming

Hey, & let’s not forget to mention Pornographic Video Games, “Anime Porn” & the good ole trusty Erotic GIF’s for the little quickie fixer upper. Most Anime porn derives from Japan & it almost looks like child pornography in many instances. I remember working in a kitchen once as a Pastry Chef & the whole back of house staff used to knock one of the Saute Chefs for being addicted to Anime Porn. They used to say that he will never have a girlfriend cause real live women just don’t make the cut. Ya think?

Regarding GIF’s, they are made both in cartoon form & live action video. And after much investigation & research, I found that you can pretty much find any single different kind of graphic live action shot you want in a sexy two second looping erotica. I wanted to give graphic accurate examples, but again, I am limited to what I can display here. (see slide show below)

The topic of sex in video games needs a whole article to itself. Basically, in my view, the production of video games with sex & violence is destructive to the max. We all know that when ya play a video game, it sticks in your head for some time, & ya almost dream about it. My bad… you DO dream about it. I played Atari in the 80s & the original Super Mario Bros on the first version of Nintendo heading into the 90s. I distinctly recall dreaming about [Pac Man, Pitfall, Break Out, Kaboom, Space Invaders & Night Driver] like all the time when I was ages 8-11. As a matter of fact, the reason why I am such a friggin’ awesome driver, is the Night Driver video game, truly.

Then, later on at 12 when I became obsessed with beating the Super Mario game, I literally RAN home from the bus everyday at 3:30 to slide right into the controller on the floor in front of the tube. All I saw in my mind’s eye all day long were gold bars, points, & a little mustache man running his butt off down windy pathways. And boy did that little theme tune get stuck in your head like a wild banshee chanting. Du-nunt, dunt da dunt dunt! Over & over & over… AAAAAAAAAAAh!

So don’t tell me… that a video game doesn’t have major influence on the mind, imagination & thus the way we live & adapt to reality & also more importantly perceive reality & create it thereof. Video games these days, are so advanced that they are in Super HD & are an exemplary portrayal of real life due to the implementation of virtual reality. Not to mention, there are numerous obscure hidden messages throughout these games that most people & parents are unaware of. Harmful, destructive & toxic subliminal influencing is taking place while simultaneously engaging these games. That is very dangerous if ya ask me, & has the potential to destroy minds & hearts by distorting people’s realities.

Shit, if you sat me down in front of an INTERACTIVE, mind you… pornographic laced video game right now, my mind would indefinitely be drawn into its world of dark & unsavory images. Then we wonder why young random kids shoot up schools, become rapists, drug dealers, killers, or just plain sociopaths due to their inability to engage with real life. What the hell is wrong with people?? Have they lost their minds? Shame on these video game creators. Really? The almighty buck means that much? Your mama would beat your scrawny little rat-tailed diabolical ass, good… ya fuck-face.

These kinds of video games should be BANNED. Sorry, but I’m not sorry. I am a First Amendment supporter all the way, but, just as hate speech is against the law, so should harmful, brainwashing video games with sexual violence, content & story lines that engage the player vicariously with unlawful, criminal, offensive, & essentially unrealistic behaviors. Where are the regulators???


Oh… here they are>>>>> The ESRB.

Big deal. They just rate shit, not enforce it apparently. I guess no one ever said that just cause ya make a rule or regulation, it will  actually be enforced. Just cause it’s written in some law log, doesn’t guarantee that people will adhere to it. And, that, my dear Watson, is the mass problema.

[The Entertainment Software Rating Board (ESRB) is an American self-regulatory organization that assigns age and content ratings to consumer video games. The ESRB was established in 1994 by the Entertainment Software Association (formerly the Interactive Digital Software Association), in response to criticism of controversial video games with excessively violent or sexual content.]

Critics of the ESRB have asserted that the organization has a conflict of interest because of its vested interest in the video game industry, and that the ESRB does not rate certain games, such as the Grand Theft Auto series, harshly enough for their violent or sexual content in order to protect their commercial viability.]                       (Go figure)


How are video games regulated in the U.S.? BY KATE KERSHNER

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Track 5: Web Cam Fun!

[Virtual reality is an artificial environment that is created with software and presented to the user in such a way that the user suspends belief and accepts it as a real environment. On a computer, virtual reality is primarily experienced through two of the five senses: sight and sound.

The simplest form of virtual reality is a 3-D image that can be explored interactively at a personal computer, usually by manipulating keys or the mouse so that the content of the image moves in some direction or zooms in or out. More sophisticated efforts involve such approaches as wrap-around display screens, actual rooms augmented with wearable computers such as goggles, and haptics devices that let you feel the display images.] —

[A haptics interface is a system that allows a human to interact with a computer through bodily sensations and movements. Haptics refers to a type of human-computer interaction technology that encompasses tactile feedback or other bodily sensations to perform actions or processes on a computing device.] —

What is Virtual Reality

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Hmmmmm. What do we have here? Yes, friends & neighbors, we have a gorgeous entourage of lovely prime cuts & catches all laid out deli style, for your virtual fuck, suck, penetrate, & masturbate session. You’ll have total anonymity with a hot bot creature, or a real live porn star that looks & feels almost exactly like the real deal if ya put your back into it, if ya know what I mean.

Enter stage left: VR Porn Hub “Can we play?”

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Virtual Reality Porn is the newest brand of modern day pornography that is indefinitely a sweeping sensation infusing the population with lavish endorphins beyond their wildest dreams & fantasies. Literally. The visual head gear goggles compatible with VR interactive porn: PLAYSTATION VR; GOOGLE CARDBOARD; OCULUS RIFT & GO; HTC VIVE; SAMSUNG GEAR VR. These fancy headsets are the portals to the the experience of virtual live action explicit sexual connection with your person product. VR porn can be interactive or just incredibly real, while you sit back & feel the burn. It’s like putting a quarter in the creepy Chuck E Cheese stage & the plastic mouse robot band begins playing instruments. Except here, we have dirty little sexy rats (so to speak) playing with sex toys. Anyone have a quarter I can borrow???

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The 4K television market share increased as prices fell dramatically during 2014 and 2015. By 2020, more than half of U.S. households are expected to have 4K-capable TVs, which would be a much faster adoption rate than that of Full HD.]   —Wikapedia


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Wanted to give you the whole lay of the land, so that you may see the big picture (hahahaha). Web cam sites are exactly that… live girls, or guys or multiple players… basically paid to give you a show. These real live sex actors perform every kind of sex act that you can possibly imagine with or without toys or other participants. A Web Cam Site is basically the store where these sex shows are all available either free or for a membership fee. The home screen of the site kinda looks like the Brady Bunch family layout… but instead of 9 squares of moving goofy-faced heads… there are like 25 different squares of hot bodies with pretty faces doing very naughty things in a variety of very naughty ways.


Choose from thousands of sample slides with thousands of sample scenarios. Click! That inner excitement builds as the thought of how pure uncensored erotic stimuli is just at the click of a mouse. The mesmerizing selection of mentally manipulating & sexually jarring vixens of all ages, genders, shapes & sizes are available for purchase just like when ya window shop down the Avenues of Amsterdam.

Each time a consumer clicks on a performer’s thumbnail, the website gets paid & then the performer gets a contracted percentage wired right into their bank account. Some Web Cam options are premade videos, but many, more preferably, are live & most likely in their bedrooms. When a Web Cam performer is live, the consumer could likely have the option of participation with a remote control blue tooth vibrator, if the consumer is willing. eg: OhMiBod & Lovense. From an employment standpoint, anyone interested in a job, can sign up EZ peezy by clicking on the Start Earning Cash Model Signup.” Sorry but, I just gotta say… where are all these girls mothers??


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Web Cam Sites are like a great big giant sex candy store for any voyeur or porn consumer. In my view, Web Cam Sites & VR Sites & the blend of both have really stepped up the game of pornography to the next level. This level I call: Twenty First Century Super Sex. Basically. All available at your fingertips, in an instant. All anyone needs is access to the internet. Which is pretty damn easy to come by these days, for just about everyone in the modern world. I gotta say, these sites are ridiculously hot. I mean extreme horn toad overload. See for yourself…

Track 6: Dark Net: 

Now that we have covered Virtual Reality, & web cam fun, & a bunch of other forms of good old-fashioned Porno, I would like to delve us a smidge deeper into the ides of what is referred to as the “Dark Net.” In my view, the existence of such a land of disturbing, unacceptable, immoral & unethical activity & behavior makes the porn industry seem like an innocent afternoon spin out for ice cream in the Honda Civic Coupe on a sunny day in June. The existence of such a repugnant market makes the underbelly of our world community look very very scary indeed, Halloween ain’t got nothin’ on this horrific shitshow.

The “Dark Net” is the underbelly of the “Deep Net” which is the layer of the internet composed of sites & marketplaces that are essentially locked. In order for the average citizen to gain access, they must download certain software that camouflages their IP address, then there are other hoops to jump through to access total anonymity.

[Although the internet dominates most every facet of our daily lives at this time, it’s important to remember that it has only been around for a few decades. While this is a relatively short span of time compared with the course of human history, it is a multitude of technological lifetimes. As such, the internet is an immensely vast place, a span of billions of individual sites that are connected to one another in a complicated combination of ways.
The most famous websites, like Facebook (FB), Google (GOOG) and Amazon (AMZN) are well known throughout the world. Besides those popular sites, there exists a much larger collection of less-traveled parts of the internet. And lurking beyond all of the basic, accessible areas of the internet are other pockets of sites. These last groups constitute the so-called “dark web” or “dark net.”] 
—What Is the Dark Net?
By Nathan Reiff | February 2, 2018 — 12:32 PM EST

In observation of the dark realms of the internet, underneath the surfacy pomp, the onion peels down deep, & a certain brand of humans appear to turn into monster-like corrupt creatures that have zero integrity or respect for life. Certain rooms in the dungeon of the dark web are carved out just for the psychopath, sociopath, the rapist, the molester, the cartel, the sex trader, the deceitful cretin who scams his own mother out of her retirement checks & pimps his own daughter out for a fix. This dark, cunning, churning crystal ball is strewn with flying monkeys.

Allegory? This burning inferno is a listless Hell of sorts where disfigured half humans are hung in droves by their bloody eyelids, over swamps of vile stench, screaming & pleading & begging for mercy. An ugly puss faced, pock marked, scabby Demon, hovers above looming from the depths of darkness breathing heavily with extreme halitosis. He glares down with beady red eyes filled with poisonous little daggers & razor sharp germ infested weapon claws that will shred ya like a rabid wolf. He lacks self control & is  just pissing about… into all their open wounds as he struts down the isles of rotting flesh. He has a terribly large inflated ego, and a terribly large ugly rock hard smelly penis & a voice so acutely creepy it stings the soul to its core. Too much? Decide for yourself…

The Deep Dark Web is strewn across the world, it has no borders, it’s untraceable, anonymous, invisible, it’s dangerous, lawless, & cannot be policed. It has been called the parallel internet or the internet’s “Evil Twin.” It’s a shopping market like Amazon or eBay for all kinds… of sick minds.


The “Dark Web” makes “Sodom & Gomorrah” look like Disneyland. Perverse is a gracious term for this heinous, & despicable nefarious display of human affairs. On the “Dark Web” you will have instant easy access to children for sale as sex slaves, abducted babies for sale to barren mothers, snuff films, Trophy hunting expeditions for wild beautiful endangered species, organ harvesting, violent gang rape, femme fatales, gang members for hire & very disturbing incestuous videos that should not even exist. These sub-humans are demons walking among us, if ya ask me.

Lest we forget, you will find granted access to a Warlord’s Arsenal of everything from poisonous gas to AR-15’s, to suicide bomb gear to blueprints for terrorist attacks, to “do it yourself” manuals on bank robbery, arson, cat-fishing, identity theft & much much more.

Hankering for a high? You can purchase ANY illicit drug ever made or discovered. The ultimate candy store for junkies & dealers alike. Pick your poison!

Feeling moody? You can hire a hit-man to kill your loudmouth neighbor, her noisy yap dog & your fat lazy no good husband who’s cheating on you with her.

Feeling blue? Has your name on the sex offender registry got you down? Child Porn (code named cheese pizza), animal porn, weird, gory, unthinkable disgusting porn as far as the mouse can scamper is all tucked in perfectly under the radar… more than your little sick mind can handle.

Just hit bricks after a long bid Upstate & need a few counterfeit documents, a new identity, a phony passport, some fake IDs, & an untraceable Glock? Buy it with Bitcoin & never look back. Sayonara!

Congressman with a knack for inside trading? Dirty politician with a whistle blowin’ itch? Leak away, my friends! No one can detect the source here.

The “Dark” “Deep” web is like a great big safe house for all the con artists, liars, thieves, criminals, deviants, & demons incarnate to propagate their twisted fantasies & further their sleazy agendas. Buy sell trade anything a filthy mind can conjure. Inviting the “Dark Net” into your home is like inviting the Devil himself. Regarding the topic of “taboo,”  The deep dark web makes the realm of today’s trendy pornography pale in comparison.

I must note… that this cryptic market place was initially created with a cypherpunk anarchist philosophy of rebellion against the status quo. In the early 90s a bunch of mathematicians, crypto anarchists & hackers got together in the name of anonymity, individual liberty, & privacy. They were pioneers, & freedom fighters essentially, privy to our constitutional rights. Kudos to them, for being geniuses that essentially fooled “the system” & created a “silk road” to travel outside the rules & regulations of a society that they believed was a dictatorship riddled with fear & control. They lifted tracking software, via the eye in the sky spy, & they shielded the governments ability to record our every move without our consent. The individual right to have digital privacy was therefore officially restored to those who got on board. But… not without consequences, unfortunately. Hence “the DARK web” erupted. A dense, dark virtual underworld was hence born, & all the living, breathing, monster folk now had a place to roam freely & commence. Criminal behavior ran rampant, charges were filed, subpoenas ensued.


What is “The Silk Road?”

There is one beneficial element to this underground market place. The US government endorses it with a significant annual investment so to keep it up, running & available to third world countries, corrupt regimes & totalitarian governments where citizens are not allowed access to the world wide web, without penalty. The USA reserves these underprivileged or imprisoned citizens, the right, to access the “Deep Web,” anonymously, without risk, as a means to assist anyone who wishes to obtain information & a possible route of emancipation. I mean… okay.

What is WikiLeaks?

Round of applause for… JULIAN ASSANGE!

Deep Web (2015) the movie on HULU. Click!

Click below to learn more about the “Dark Net”

What Is the Dark Web? by Chris Hoffman on October 20th, 2016


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Porn: a HARD look/ Part 1

Greetings, I forgot that we live in a land of SHORT ATTN SPANS. I give you… PART ONE. All 5 Parts to this delectable Blog-u-series are now available. If you scroll all the way down to the: Moose the cat photo, at the very end of part one, you will see links there. Click!

Track 1: Bonjour 

Welcome to my Blog, my online magazine where I introduce awesome topics I think need the spotlight. I have chosen to publish this article on this lovely November Wednesday afternoon, because it is humorously suited for a day nicknamed “Hump Day.” In addition, tonight is quite significantly a New Moon which means new beginnings. Some like to harness the energy of the new moon in order to fulfill their visions, as do I. Not to mention, the moon has just entered Scorpio yesterday for two days only, which is perfectly synchronized with the salacious theme of this blog post, for the astrological sign of Scorpio is the most sexually layered & charged of all the signs. Timing is everything.

There is that moment for every artist, musician, author, director, producer, lead voice, creative staff, cast or team holding the completion of a brilliant work in their hands… where they finally feel inclined to set it free. It’s a bird! It’s a plane! It’s published! It’s official! Thank you for having me…

If you prefer to listen along… press play when prompted, at each juncture (the last being: Final Thought.) Flaws, outside noise, cat, wind chimes, my silly personality… included. Be advised. 

Also, off the bat… don’t be shy. SHARE this link with your followers & friends when you’re through! Down below, post-blog, there is a plethora of social media share buttons as well as a “Reply Box,” USE IT! 🙂 Questions, comments, suggestions, ideas, your two sense… ALL WELCOME HERE, friends & pals! Go for it…

Track 2: Fabulous Intro: 

The following Blog Article is Rated M for Mature Audiences.


Warning: graphic sexually explicit images & material. Reader & viewer discretion advised.

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Whoo-Whee! Buckle your

I mean>>>>(unbuckle your belts), friends & neighbors… there’s so much FUN! up ahead. Prepare—for—-take off…

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il_fullxfull-140323350on a life-size lily pad on a sparkly pond in a hidden captive forest, there was only one single solitary lovely beautiful maiden princess, in all the land. The prodigious populous of fair fellas was jonesin’ big time, as you might imagine. For, the only action they ever got was when the circus came to town once a year. A sexy squad of wild little winsome acrobats, belly dancers, contortionists, gypsies & fortune tellers would sneak out of their tents in lacy little panties, & skip off to their steamy one night trysts. All the rest of the 364 days of the year, the menfolk were abandoned to languish in loneliness with a sinfully celibate shared misery that saturated the air with a heavy ho-hum. With one small minuscule flicker of hope, they were left only to pine after that precious Lily Pad Princess, hoping somehow she would be set free.

Little miss cream-cycle pie, was dainty & well behaved & kept ever so safely in a shatterproof blown glass bubble. Twinkly butterflies & fairies would come frolic & play with her ribbony golden locks, for they had supernatural skills & could pass through like a phantom mist. She would bat her long luxurious eyelashes ever so politely. She would blow kisses from her cherry plum puffy soft lips ever so deliciously. Her skin was aromatic, velvety, luminous & tasted like cotton candy. She was naked & ever so alluring to any voyeur… but no prince or pauper could have her. All the princes in all the kingdom lusted after her tender voluptuous appearance. But no prince or warrior or any male suitor of any kind would ever have the chance to penetrate that impervious  enchanted bubble.

For aaaaallll eternity to infinity & beyond the undiscovered moons & planets in all the other Universes… she lay displayed behind a spellbound sealed glass cage, the prettiest prisoner, all alone. Poor sweet thing wept so much sometimes that the bubble filled up with her tears & she floated to the top. Her burning desire to be flirtatiously fondled & playfully prodded by her strong strapping valiant (well endowed) hero was so white hot that sometimes the glass began to buckle. The little fairy folk would bounce off in fear their wings & wands might melt. She was such a lonely lonely girl, just yearning for those  irresistible affectionate hands & that arousing ticklish touch. She will never know the love or lusty pursuit of a man, never reach mind blowing heights of phenomenal ecstasy, never partake of that intoxicating sweet succulent nectar. Lol…

Why, you ask? Some random witch curse, of coarse. 🙂

All the men in the kingdom gathered & made bets & had contests to see who would be mighty enough to break the Evil Spell. They drew their swords often & testosterone filled the air. The tension in the villages so dense it could smother a butterfly. Clouds hung low. Flowers wouldn’t grow. The sun only came up for an hour a day. Wolves howled. Bugs bit. Cats & dogs would street fight to the kill. The long slow heavy echo of the church bell tolled, with a macabre foreboding tone, as if the very Angel of Death was standing on the horizon peering down with beady eyes. People were being hung & decapitated, tied to a ball & chain for petty crimes, like looting, vandalism & arson. The starving landscape wreaked of a fallen empire. Life was a painful royal drag. The future looked grim for these gentlemen folk.

What came next, you ask…? The invention of Pornography, of course. Lesson one, kids: whomever said that “NECESSITY is the mother of invention,” was RIGHT!

Result? No more bloodshed in the battlefield, or scrappy scuffles in the barnyard. All the heathens cleaned up their acts & got dirty minds instead. Flowers bloomed, fruit trees grew, the sunshine bathed the sand, sea, sky, castles & countryside. All the animals began to sing together in perfect harmony. Joy filled the air. All the land was filled with a fool’s folly & carefree magical merriment! Ahhhh, sweet RELIEF!

Take that! Ya ugly witch with evil spells… who needs ya?!

Curse Shmurse. The maiden’s bubble suddenly burst! And all the men lined up gleefully to tag her. Secrets, whispers, & wishes unleashed into the air like a frenzied fire rattling off glorious sizzling sparks against a dark midsummer night sky. With a fast beating heart, she shook, she shuddered, tossed, & trembled as she was teased ferociously. Endorphins flew, erections grew, as her ravenous hot body was set free! One by one, every single red-blooded, rough & tumble man from far & wide  showed up for this lusty gang bang of the century. This horny little Lily Pad Princess had her ass in the air, a dick in her mouth, a tongue in her pussy, a twinkle in her eye… and voila! The very first Porn Star was BORN!!


Who said I couldn’t be a naughty little storyteller?


More than 4,599,000,000 hours of porn were watched on just Pornhub alone, in just one year. That’s equal to 5,246 centuries!

giphy (11)_1Message_1540254745610 (2)Ciao, my name is Jenay, I am the Author of this fabulous piece.
I can’t even begin to tell ya how long it took to refine this. The diamond quality you are about to conceive was built block by block like the damn Pyramid of Giza. Truth be told, I am constantly striving to be a better person, day to day, hour to hour… I’m a damn blue blooded human ticking time bomb just like the next gal. This life can be an uphill, knock down, drag out battle sometimes, I don’t claim exemption & I don’t always make the grade. But what I do make… is this promise: to keep going, learning, growing & uplifting my peers & generation to greater heights of awareness & joy. So, even though this blog post might appear to contain taboo or unsavory subject matter… rest assured, my friends, that this will be an authentic learning experience for your heart, soul, mind… and body… just as it was for me. Cheers!
That said, I was wondering what it would be like to write about the most coveted experience on earth: SEX. So, I  fashioned this article. Plus, I am not particularly having any at the present time (plan to change that soon) (I can be reached at: just kidding), so I figured it would be a good way to channel my inner porn star. Pent up sexual energy reigns supreme when you are an artist, musician or writer. Untapped (lol) potential is unfurled… Masterpieces are born! Ah yes, happy birthday, sweet Masterpiece. 
Similarly… lament, loss, grief, despair & sadness are a fine catalyst for creativity as we all well know. From screaming at the top of our lungs in cars, to in the shower like a blubbering fool, to drowning in buckets of rain, to the ‘ole dramatic “I can’t go on without you” collapse. We’ve all had these once or twice in our lives. Me, more than I’d like to admit. Blame it on the melodramatic European blood, vino, garlic knots & meat-a-ballz-a… I guess, I love hard, & lose hard. But, we all know that the greatest love stories are built on these whirlwind romances that rip & roar through lives like ruthless windstorms. And, so it goes… the ‘ole heart wrenching, mountain moving, tear jerking, heavy hapless breakup songs sure do come in handy. Our special thanks… to Madame Adele & Sir Sam Smith for the brooding odes to tortured souls… that keep us moving… even when the ball & chain  seems near impossible to dismantle. Note: the big giant neon blinking sign up ahead that reads: “This too shall pass…”
Blink——blink! Blink——blink!
And, ah yes, gotchyour tail caught in the ‘ole perfumy dozen roses “In Luuuuuuuv trap?” All aboard! Next stop… Smittentown!
Who doesn’t like a honeymoon phase? 
(Can’t wait for my next great one!)
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Welcome to Flirt City! Nothin’ like a super sexy marvelous muse to tap into, fire up the passions, light up the loins, rock pictures off walls. Nothin’ like the untamed rebel rousing of a feisty playmate to tease the daylights outta ya, tangle up your hair, put scratches on your back, smack marks on yer ass, love bites on yer boobs, whirlwind the whole dang bedroom, scare the hell outta the dogs, & royally piss off the neighbors. Gotta love a good ‘ole warm & tingly, home-grown knockin’ boots sesh.  
I am workin’ with the latter (unfortunately), & today I will be a mouthpiece (hahaha), for reason & rationale, according to a just healthy balanced superior human race. It’s time to take the pulse of our porn-obsessed culture, see how much we really do ingest & how it affects us. I will do my very best to speak an impartial truth, so you may decide for yourself what you endorse based on the facts & my wise, wildly entertaining assessment, of course. May this honest look at our society be the bellwether for another sexual revolution. This time, a refined soul-infused version. Thank you for joining me. Let’s begin! 


“The World Wide Web: an all you can eat buffet of porn.”

—Addicted to Porn: Chasing the Cardboard Butterfly (2017)

To all the dashing pleasure seekers out there & to all the balls to the wall insatiable fantasy skin flick consumers who crave, & crave, & crave, then engage in a hot pursuit across smut town with roaring siren songs & fire hose-like body parts ready to spew that especial sauce. We know you like to touch, stroke, squeeze, & rub one out again & again & over again, time & time again in multiple sessions daily. Never fear! The Digital Age is here!! Dunt da da da! The internet is at your service, with bells on! Bells… & pretty much that’s it, really.

Track 3: Bold Beginnings!

Fuck, suck, bob, weave, bend, stretch, hover, twerk, jerk, sit, spin, straddle, squirt, flirt, spit, lick, slap, push, pull, rotate, penetrate. All for your viewing pleasure made especially to satisfy your every whim.

On the precipice of pleasure (dot, dot, dot) : Porn was born!

Let’s see…

Let’s talk stats for just a brief momento…

Men’s Journal Article on Women & Porn. Click here!



-Enough porn was watched in 2016 on this one website (Pornhub) that all the data would fill 194,000,000 USB sticks. If you put the USB sticks end to end, they’d wrap all the way around the moon!!!

-In 2017 alone, Pornhub got 28.5 BILLION visits. That’s almost 1,000 visits a second, or 78.1 million a day—way more than the population of the entire United Kingdom.
-In 2016, 91,980,225,000 videos were watched on Pornhub. That’s 12.5 videos for every person on the planet.
-Also, more than 4,599,000,000 hours of porn were watched on the site in just one year. That’s equal to 5,246 centuries.


{Men are just jerkin’ it so much these days… that Pornhub decided to make it GREEN!}

“Adult video website Pornhub has developed an environmentally friendly way to charge your phone and other mobile devices… while you masturbate. Dubbed the “Wankband,” the new, wearable device generates electricity via a valve that generates and stores energy with an up-and-down motion such as a back-and-forth motion of the wrist. The energy is stored with an internal kinetic charger.”


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“Twenty years ago, if you were to mention the word “porn” in a social setting, you might have been perceived as “weird” or just plain “crazy.” Today, however, with the widespread accessibility of the internet and the pornification of mass media, porn is no longer taboo. In fact, now, it’s completely normalized, and you’re “weird” or “crazy” if you don’t have a porn habit.”


In the old days, in the eighties & nineties when I was a teen, I was messing with the rabbit ears on top of the 50lb TV set for a fuzzy Cinamax Adult Swim or raiding in between mattresses & diggin’ into sock drawers tryin’ to get away with finding & viewing porn. Today circa 2018-19, cheap thrills are very trendy. Vivid, explicit, gay, straight, Bi, Trans, amateur, pro, soft & hardcore porn is so accessible… that all it takes is a click. Clickity click click! If you have a 12 year old, who is naturally curious & has access to Wi Fi… ya better have “the talk” like now, Scoob… before they see things they cannot unsee.

SLIDESHOW: Rabbit Ears

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Enter stage left:! Pornhub is the world’s leading free porn site. Choose from millions of hardcore videos that stream quickly and in high quality, including amazing VR (Virtual Reality) Porn. Wow. For all you fetish, feasters, & freaks out there… looks like it doesn’t get any better than that.

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20 tantalizing things you never knew about Pornhub John-Michael Bond— Sept 27 at 1:30AM | Last updated July 16 at 12:14PM

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Skin Flick Fever

Poem by me 2018

At your fingertips, on demand, in secret, justa slight of hand.

Slow motion, at your discretion, fast & hard, no pregnancy or protection.

Pretend, imagine, wish. Wet, whip, spank. Stimulate, arouse, kiss. Pump, grind, yank.

Flip me over, tie my hands, pull my hair, lay your plans.

To your liking, as you please, tailor made for the biggest tease!



Just as prostitution is the oldest profession, pornography is the oldest expression. It’s no surprise. Human’s have always had a secret penchant for the sensual & seductive. WordPress will not allow media with explicit sexual ACTS, therefore I am limited in showing the most accurate depictions I’ve unearthed, of pornography through the ages. It is the most antiquated guilty pleasure, & through my research, I have found many graphic examples dating back to the beginning of time in Greece, Egypt, Rome, France, India, Africa, Asia & the Aztecs in Mexico.

Nudity & explicit sex acts depicted in Art, sculpture, hieroglyphics, drawings & the more recent photography have been ever-present within our human civilization. Even ancient folks found a way to record the ole tits & ass & schlong on a slab of stone here & there. The Greeks composed statues of these ripped bods of strapping athletes, heroes, & gods. They were made with unrealistic small genitalia because back in those days, a large erect penis was was considered Barbaric. A small flaccid penis portrayed self control, composure, class, loyalty & prudence as opposed to bestiality, stupidity, lust or gluttony. They associated a big cock with the devil.

You are now entering THE BONE YARD
PHALLUS:  a lil ole noun.

[a penis, especially when erect (typically used with reference to male potency or dominance).
an image or representation of an erect penis, typically symbolizing fertility or potency.]

dick (taboo, slang)
prick (taboo, slang)
tool (taboo, slang)
cock (taboo, slang)
wang (US, slang)
knob (British, taboo, slang)
chopper (British, slang)
plonker (slang)
dong (slang)
winkle (British, slang)
joystick (slang)
pecker (US, Canadian, taboo, slang)
John Thomas (taboo, slang)
weenie (US, slang)
whang (US, slang)
tadger (British, slang)
schlong (US, slang)
pizzle (archaic, dialect)
willie or willy (British, informal)
tockley (Australian, slang)


SLIDESHOW: Pitch your tent here.

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The Ultimate List of Funny Names for an Erection
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Throbbing member
Officer at attention
Angle on your dangle
Cracked a fatty
Stub chub

ghzNsvz (Sorry “averages” & “smalls.”)

Hard on
Pitch a tent
Meat wrench
Thrill drill
Vlad the Impaler
One hole friction whistle
One hit wonder
Vagina miner
Bone daddy
Morning glory
Throbbing gristle

Pocket rocket
Custard launcher
Full salute
Purple-headed yogurt-slinger
Baby batter blaster
One-eyed trouser snake
Love pump
Blue veined junket pump
Snow cannon
Lap rocket
Raging salmon
Goop shooter
Fun gun
Mammoth Mountain

Pan handle
Blue steel
Cushion pusher
Skroink master
Pork sword
Moby Dick
Happy Gilmore
Goo geyser
One-eyed muscle
Boney Baloney
Homo Erectus
Cock-a-saurus Rex

Dr. Feelgood
The Early Riser
Easy Rider
Elmer the Glue Shooter
The Impregnator
Jerkin gherkin
Long Dong Silver
Love torpedo
One-eyed milkman
Pleasure piston
Prince Everhard
Shiny banana
Sergeant Stiffy
Skin flute

Stretch Johnson
Spurt Reynolds
Taco warmer
Super soaker
Dick sticker
Love stick

Funky Fatty



[Man’s most magnificently majestic manifestation of his raw power and potency. In appearance, when hard, it resembles a rocket on the launching pad, and it has the same turbulent thrusting force and energy. Just as a rocket can send a satellite into orbit, it can send a woman into orgasm, which is no less awesome a feat.]


On the other hand, there are many who celebrated a large erect penis. Some religions even today, worship the awe inspiring lovely hard love muscle, & hold annual festivals or parades in honor of it’s virile beauty & strength. Some religions & cultures even have fertility shrines decked in colorful carved wooden dicks & hanging beads of mini ones all illumined by candles & adorned with flowers, bells, chimes & incense. (see slide show below)

Please NOTE: To all gentlemen out there, a piece of advice: don’t ever send a lady a “Dick Pic” unless she requests it. (Based on true events)


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The Kinetograph
[In 1888 in New York City, the great inventor Thomas Edison and his British assistant William Dickson worried that others were gaining ground in camera development. The pair set out to create a device that could record moving pictures. In 1890 Dickson unveiled the Kinetograph, a primitive motion picture camera. In 1892 he announced the invention of the Kinestoscope, a machine that could project the moving images onto a screen. In 1894, Edison initiated public film screenings in recently-opened “Kinetograph Parlors” (the first movie theaters).] Refer to this… Click!

SLIDESHOW: A cruise down memory lane

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That said, here in the United States we started making pornographic films by the dozens in the 1970s. It was then, society coined the era: “The Golden Age of Porn.” People went hog wild, way overboard, indulgent to the max, inhibitions went out the door, & people were masturbating all over the damn place. Mix that scene with drugs & alcohol… you have a bonified shitshow. Result? The AIDS virus spread, Hep C in full effect, rape, sex assault & crime skyrocketed. We went from pin-ups, to racy cartoons, to Playboy, to Hustler, to Penthouse, to dozens of uncensored provocative triple X smut mags, to hard core porn, to S&M, to BDSM, to weird totally unorthodox shit like “Furrys,” & Bestiality, & the risky sometimes fatal practice of things like “Erotic Asphyxiation.”

“Smart one, Bubba… now yer dead… with your dick out.”


But what is EROTICA then?

[Erotica is any artistic work that deals substantively with erotically stimulating or sexually arousing subject matter. Erotic art may use any artistic form to depict erotic content, including painting, sculpture, drama, film or music. Erotic literature and erotic photography have become genres in their own right. Erotica has high-art aspirations, differentiating it from commercial pornography.
Distinction is often made between erotica and pornography (as well as the lesser known genre of sexual entertainment, ribaldry), although some viewers may not distinguish between them. A key distinction, some have argued, is that pornography’s objective is the graphic depiction of sexually explicit scenes, while erotica “seeks to tell a story that involves sexual themes” that include a more plausible depiction of human sexuality than in pornography. Additionally, works considered degrading or exploitative tend to be classified by those who see them as such, as “porn” rather than as “erotica” and consequently, pornography is often described as exploitative or degrading.]

SLIDESHOW: Erotica is King 

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It’s been said that Erotic experience is a healthy balanced expression of human nature. Mature, consenting adults exploring the erotic dimension freely is a good thing. On the other hand, Pornography has a reputation for being illicit and destructive. Sometimes there is a fine line. It is all in the eye of the beholder essentially.


SLIDESHOW: Erotica is Queen   Pay Attention! lol

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At this point in time there is no stone left unturned, no uncharted territory & nothing is sacred anymore. Heck these days for a quick fix, all ya need are some salacious selfies via Snap Chat that dissolve in minutes. Get bit by the horny bug? This go to remedy is very popular, especially among our youth. Generation Z is the newest breed. They came right after the “Millennials,” (Generation Y) who came right after the “Gen-Xers,” which is my generation, & my personal fav for obvious reasons. I distinctly recall being a poof chic in the late eighties so unaware of the big bad world yet, chock full of sinister people with ulterior motives that all lead to two things: Sex & Money. Point blank. And the seductive allure lurking quietly behind these two coveted gems, whispering to the ego… is POWER & CONTROL.

Ushering in the 90s, I will never forget being a feisty little sheltered Catholic school white girl with a rebel heart, Bob Marley swag & a stoner giggle… arriving to “The Big Easy” via a three day train ride for my very first look at the world stage. I just turned 19, I just had escaped my parents & my shitty home life & I hadn’t traveled anywhere in my whole life up until that point. I just graduated from 12 whole years of Catholic school in a small town with a small mentality. While all my friends were attending college, I was out on the lam getting schooled by harsh reality. I was startled, shocked & disgusted, &… I’m not gonna lie… terrified, quite frankly. There were “Live Orgy” half lit buzzing neon signs & run down shady XXX theaters right in plain view in The French Quarter, fondly named “Storyville.” Let me tell ya… that rookie young me, was certainly not prepared for this “Red light District.” Needless to say… I survived.

I will take “What is the Red Light District?” for 1200$, Alex…

[A red-light district or pleasure district is a part of an urban area where a concentration of prostitution and sex-oriented businesses, such as sex shops, strip clubs, and adult theaters are found.] 
{A sex show is a form of live performance that features one or more performers engaging in some form of sexual activity on stage for the entertainment or sexual gratification of spectators. Performers are paid either by the spectators or by the organisers of the show. A performance would involve an actual or simulated autoerotic performance or sexual activity with another performer. The performance can be on a theater style, or it can be in a peep show style. An increasingly popular form of sex show is a webcam performance in which the viewer is able to view and interact with webcam models in real time.
Sex shows are distinguished from entertainment such as striptease, pole dancing or lap dance, which do not involve sexual activity other than undressing and dancing nude or semi-nude. Sexual activity at sex shows is also distinguished from regular prostitution in that the performers usually engage in sex acts only with other performers and not with spectators or paying customers. Sex shows can overlap with other sectors of the sex industry. For example, a strip club may also offer live sex performances, and a prostitute may offer to perform sex acts with another prostitute for the gratification of a patron.}

SLIDESHOW: Sex in Concert

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Click here to learn about “Kink Conventions.”

[BDSM is a variety of often erotic practices or roleplaying involving bondage, discipline, dominance and submission, sadomasochism, master/slave and other related interpersonal dynamics. Given the wide range of practices, some of which may be engaged in by people who do not consider themselves as practicing BDSM, inclusion in the BDSM community or subculture is usually dependent upon self-identification and shared experience.
The BDSM initialism.
The term “BDSM” is first recorded in a Usenet posting from 1991, and is interpreted as a combination of the abbreviations B/D (Bondage and Discipline), D/s (Dominance and submission), and S/M (Sadism and Masochism). BDSM is now used as a catch-all phrase covering a wide range of activities, forms of interpersonal relationships, and distinct subcultures. BDSM communities generally welcome anyone with a non-normative streak who identifies with the community; this may include cross-dressers, body modification enthusiasts, animal roleplayers, rubber fetishists, and others.]

SLIDESHOW: BDSM at its finest hour

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From A to Z, 26 Kinks and Fetishes You Should Know About BY ANGIE JONES JANUARY 1, 2018

Click here to find out what happens at a BDSM conventions

“Burning Man is an annual week-long experiment in temporary community. Dedicated to anti-consumerism and self-expression, the Burning Man art festival, which attracted more than 35,000 participants in 2005, traditionally culminates with the burning of a large wooden sculpture of a man.”

“The Event. Once a year, tens of thousands of people gather in Nevada’s Black Rock Desert to create Black Rock City, a temporary metropolis dedicated to community, art, self-expression, and self-reliance. In this crucible of creativity, all are welcome. The Event.”


Well… from what I can see, it is a very exhibitionist style event where people of all kinds come together to celebrate creative adversity & unorthodox living… but also, for the sake of this blog… sexuality in it’s original raw form accompanied by a glorious artistic flare. This festival colors outside of the lines, in all ways. Period. Check it out…

SLIDESHOW: Burning Man Tribe

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Circa 2018: Addiction is not a disease


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It takes Demi Lovato to get a Narcan shot back to life for people to restart a conversation about addiction? What about Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, Kurt Cobain, Chris Cornell, Tom Petty, Michael Jackson, Shannon Hoon, Layne Staley, Scott Weiland, Whitney Houston… shall I go on??

Do you know how many times I witnessed right before my eyes… an overdose, someone turn cold, turn blue, drop to the floor, eyes roll back, & First Responders were called to the scene to administer a Narcan shot to save their lives? DOZENS, on the streets of Philadelphia, daily, back in the 90s & early 2000s. What about the 1000s EVERY DAY across the country dropping like flies, selling their bodies & souls? These people are nameless, faceless, & go unnoticed every single day just because they are “insignificant citizens,” or laypeople, if you will. Dozens right this minute are shooting poison into their veins. Every second in America, kids are getting that deadly sweet rush from a little blue bag or a crushed up Opiod pill. Heroin & Opiod pills, subutex, suboxone, fentanyl patches, methadone are all one in the same, if ya ask me.

With all due respect… Demi Lovato takes one too many pills, & all of a sudden the news media & online community holds up candles & sets balloons free into the sky & then holds a god damn conference on the “disease” of addiction & how it’s just like Cancer… but WORSE… they just said on GMA. Wow. What a misnomer, if I ever heard one.

Addiction is NOT A DISEASE. It’s a product of an unhealed society, war, a dysfunctional culture, poverty & low income demographics, a broken educational system, broken family dynamics, abused & mistreated children, cold closed hearts, malnourished souls & unhealthy eating. Addiction is a mistake, that must be learned from in order to not repeat. Flawed behavior, flawed patterns & programs… that must be redirected & then rewired. Morbidly obese people feel the same irresistible propensity toward food that “addicts” do toward substance abuse. The only “disease” we should be addressing is the dis-EASE or non peace in the mind, heart, body & soul that resulted from various buried, built up, accrued reasons via past pains & past lives. In the case of a person in the throes of an active addiction, the “wounded craving center” just so happens to have a louder mouth than the soul’s clear expression.

There is a very easy solution for the problem of addiction… CLEAR TOXIC KARMA, & rebuild from the inside out with SELF LOVE. What is self love you ask? Well, we learn how to love ourselves properly & efficiently via developing a connection with our higher self. The problem with our society today, is that everyone seems to be “spiritually bankrupt” for all intents & purposes. The only true way to experience self love is via having a relationship with our light bodies, not just our physical ones. We connect & develop this by learning how to meditate, not self medicate. We learn mindfulness & gratitude, communion with nature, clean eating, Chakra recalibration, breath & body work, reconnecting with our Divinity.


{Calling all serial rehabers, “lifers,” addicts & recovering addicts….!}

Join a wellness center, a hot yoga class, get acupuncture, Reiki, a good massage… heck… run a friggin marathon or join a gym, stir up those trusty endorphins! Work with a holistic recovery center or healer. Get some balls, get help, ween off the shit, whittle down your desire, practice a little good ole fashion self-discipline, & CHOOSE to walk down a cleaner path. CHOOSE different people, places, & things. Relapses happen. So what. One day, THEY JUST WON’T ANYMORE. Score!

Why? Cause ADDICTION IS NOT A DISEASE. It is a symptom of a malfunctioning mind that must be rebooted, like you would a computer. If a person wants to be free enough from the merry go round of fruitless addiction… They can CHOOSE to walk along a different path. No one is CHAINED to an addictive disposition. Just because nature, nurture, mental illness, depression, criminal behavior, indigence, a bad marriage, bad parents, bad habits, self pity, or poor education, hygiene & nutrition play a role in keeping a person stuck in a negative pattern of weakness… doesn’t mean an obese person cannot lose weight with diet & exercise. An addictive personality can retrain the brain just as well… if they seek to.

No one said it was a walk in the park, sunshine & daydreams, ice cream cones & lollipops… everything in life is a process, but it sure as shit pays off in the end, & definitely beats hitting rock bottom like a dumb ass every time the high wears off. Come join the grown ups… we have fun too. Our fun doesn’t crash or withdraw.

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Folks ask me all the time, so, like, whats the book about?

So, here’s my elevator pitch

It’s a laugh-out-loud commentary on how the world & its people are bat shit, deep fried crazy & we are all sandwiched in the middle trying to skip over the mustard & mayo puddles without slipping on pickles, crying a river from the onions, getting caught in the goo of melty cheese, or stung by a hot ghost pepper.

It’s a survival guide, a manual on Manifestation. A non-fiction journey of bits & pieces of my life & why I think I’m qualified to write such a manifesto. It’s a big fat wonderful resource guide like phone books were in 1980. It’s an indispensable aide for all those looking to enrich, enlighten, evolve, emancipate & straight enumerate… more of that good stuff we all innately seek.

It’s a book on how mastering the Arts of meditation, mindfulness, & manifestation can & will give us all we need to prevail in a world gone mad… so that we can reel our sanity back in from the rough seas off the coast of Crazy-town.

Finally,  a book with a sass mouth  that tells the unabridged truth, breaks rules, & pummels right through Author etiquette with a great big sass plow.

It’s refreshing.

Curious? Good.


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I write articles on my blog to reach people. I write books to assist the evolution of mankind.

Regular people. Anybody with an open mind or heart. Anybody wondering, questioning, confused, frustrated or misguided. Anybody inspired, learning, growing, evolved, or enlightened. Anybody walkin’ down the street, in a store line, on a phone, texting, talking, working, playing or sleeping. Anybody who is simple, or complex; sad, or happy; annoyed, or elated. All of it.

All of us. We are all students of life. No discrimination. No matter what mood you’re in. No matter what phase or stage. No matter what part of the world you live in. No matter who you are, what you look like or where you come from. We are all human people with a heartbeat. That is all you need to qualify here. That said, the book has a heartbeat, not to mention… a bad ass, sass-spiked cattitude with beads of flavor & fortune just flung all over the place. If I dont get you to giggle your pants off, ya might need to check your pulse. Dont take my word for it. See for yourself.

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The Twelve Step Program is outdated.

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Attention: all those who wish to be liberated from the limiting beliefs & restrictions of backwards doctrines. Whether it’s religion, or Narcotics Anonymous or a program being imposed (inflicted) upon our children via secular school curriculum. Today, I will talk NA, for the sake of the countrywide “crisis” we now face as a Nation, & quite frankly, also as a worldwide race, sinking deeper. Pull up a chair. Check your ego at the door. Hear me out.

Since this is the day & age where Opioid addiction has become so prevalent & destructive that it has been declared a National Health Emergency by our current President, I believe that this conversation is very necessary. The Opioid crisis spans waaaaay back in time. I guess people are just noticing, all of a sudden? I guess it’s time for the government to capitalize on it, jump in on the greed game, with Big Pharma, rehabs, doctors, & detox facilities. They must have felt left out. (mmm-hmmm)  Regardless of the reason or timing or motive, this article is about a much more important topic. It’s about how Twelve-Step Programs are outdated, & quite frankly, in my seasoned opinion… sabotaging people to stay stuck on a merry-go-round for the remainder of their “clean & sober” lives as a “Recovering Addict.”

Even though Twelve-Step programs are the most accessible formats offered in our society, to assist those attempting to get & stay clean, they are not the most effective. Would you like me to repeat that? Twelve-Step programs seem to be in place everywhere. More or less, they are the leading protocol for all recovery seekers, however, just like old outdated programs in the mind that need adjustment, so does this program of protocol in our society that says: Twelve-Step programs are the be all end all best solution to maintaining a clean life. That is a misconception that has been ingrained into our society.

Even though the Twelve-Steps can be very effective for many people in need of guidance, redirection, or respite, as they contain a workable formatted guideline to redefine your journey… they are written with an outdated perspective. Comparable to the many wild mythologies & parables of the Bible that are racist, sexist & outdated & certainly would be much more understood & relevant if revised to meet a modern morale & standard.

The Big Blue Book has the right ideas, & contains plenty of nutrient rich intel, don’t get me wrong, but still… if we look at the big picture, certain outmoded content needs to be significantly altered in order to avoid the pitfalls of the past (the revolving door) & ultimately attain better results, going forward. “If we do what we’ve always done, we will get what we’ve always gotten.” Hmmmmm… don’t I recall that poster hanging on the wall of every rehab, detox & meeting? NA, needs to follow it’s own advice.

The Twelve Steps need to be adjusted & rewritten to meet a new improved standard of accountability that speaks more to our empowerment than to our powerlessness… at the very least. It’s 2017-18… I’m surprised no one has done that yet, frankly. Aren’t you? Well, after some Google research, it seems there are a few revisions here & there, but unfortunately, nothing was ever universally implemented.

Meetings are everywhere, especially for the weary. In any city, state, & country one finds themselves… no doubt, there’s a meeting down the street there. NA & AA is a HUGE organization with a cult-like following. I get it. But, true recovery is an inner journey. If people are not redirected properly, they will end up latching on to anything they can get their hands on, including meetings & other people going through the same thing. This usually poses a threat to our sobriety, because people are essentially not outgrowing dependence at all, but reinforcing it instead. No longer reliant on drugs or alcohol to get by, now they are reliant on people & a flawed culture of people that keep announcing aloud: they are addicts. On top of the fact that these groups are likely filled with a shit-ton of ex-cons, thieves, liars, & manipulators with criminal behavior & addictive personalities who very well likely relapse frequently. Who very well likely seek comfort through sex, or ban together to do more dirt than what got them there in the first place. Which at the very least, is counterproductive. I’ve witnessed & experienced this first hand, over & over.

Yes, Twelve-Step programs are free. meetings are free. It’s the most accessible means in any community, to connect people to recovery resources, aide, or help for sobriety. It’s like a big church of sorts, for any kind of addict to attend. They welcome everyone without judgement or discretion. Remarkable indeed, but it still doesn’t change the fact that once a person walks through that door, they are expected to do two things to remain there. One: admit they are an addict over & over again by stating aloud “I am an addict” every time they announce themselves to talk… and two: buy into the belief that addiction is a disease. Both of these concepts are counterproductive & are not accurate within the context of Universal Law.

Universal Law states that the I Am principle of deliberate creation is how we harness & own our divinity/personal power. Stating: I am an addict, over & over, each time you verbally represent yourself to others…. is sabotaging the mind to believe you are still an addict. Would you like me to repeat that?  It’s complete opposite of what living a clean life aims for. “I am a recovering or recovered addict,” would be more suitable. But, even then, the I am statement is still making a declaration that is essentially keeping that person trapped in some kind of stereotype of recovering addict persona. The goal is: to change how we identify ourselves. If twelve step people are constantly identifying themselves & others as addicts in or out of recovery, then they will just be stuck within an identity that is limiting. We are in the business of redefining who we are, so that we do not see ourselves as that addict or that struggling person in recovery. We must change the way we view ourselves & our lives & paths, with our imagination & creative visualizing faculties. We will see results faster & easier & we will make significant lasting progress rather than temporary baby steps that likely get lost & buried within the next relapse. And oh, I can almost assure you… there will be a next relapse.

From a self-proclaimed non-Twelve-Step successfully recovered person’s point of view (mine)>>>>> I sincerely believe, going forward, that non-Twelve-Step programs are so instrumental to effective change in the recovery community. For anyone that wishes to stop being a serial repeater of the same patterns & then relapsing incessantly… there’s only one choice: seek your local non-Twelve-Step program. Make sure it’s legit. There’s financial assistance out there, don’t believe the hype that says there’s not. It’s accessible to you, no matter what class or race or ethnicity you are. Make it happen. No excuses.

Regarding that “disease” notion…. I strongly disagree. A disease is typically described as something either terminal or acquired unexpectedly without our consent, not chosen. Addiction, though predisposed to some extent due to genetics… it is still not a disease. Calling it a disease is putting a label on it that makes it sound inescapable, terminal or something out of our control. Addiction is none of those things. The Twelve Steps teach that we are powerless over our addiction. But, this is a false statement. Once in the throes of the active compulsion of addiction itself, we are powerless in a sense, for we are being possessed by our insatiable desires. But, once we detox from whatever the obsession is… then we gain back our power & can thus exercise our own authority then to rise above the compulsion that once controlled us. We can consciously choose to reverse the damage by changing how we view ourselves, life & the word addiction.

Addiction is not a disease, it’s a temporary compulsion that can be transformed & channeled into a more balanced personal stability via self-love, physical activity, meditation, creative visualization, lots of emotional purging & cleansing & ultimately the rewiring of the mind. No one said it was a quick fix. But, it doesn’t have to take forever either. And the Twelve-Step program is not the most efficient road to recovery. It’s definitely flawed, on many levels. Calling addiction a disease, is keeping people stuck. Point blank.

Choose life. Choose freedom. Choose to name yourself not “addict” but, person with a message on a mission with a plan & a purpose. A person who graduated from the sting of addictive behaviors & moved to the next level because they wanted to, chose to, consciously, deliberately chose to, because they were sick of being sick & tired. If u want to be rich, hang out with rich people. If u want to be a successful human being with little or no vices, then hang with people who practice believing in greater things, talking about greater things, moving in brighter directions while leaving the past behind. Not a bunch of poor me’s in a room, all gathered together chatting about war stories all the time, smoking cigarettes, & drinking watered down sugared coffee with powdered faux creamer. Folks who gather there are typically validating negative patterns & practices & reinforcing bad behaviors by & through always running over the same ground together. And, it is made worse when the fraternizing is done with the newbies that are still likely in the throes of their addiction secretly, or very close to it anyway.

I know Twelve-Step programs mean well, but many times they can be a cesspool of seriously unhealed dysfunctional people with problems, criminals, ex-cons, drug dealers & users alike. And since sex is not against the law, these dysfunctional people without their main vice, now gravitate toward each other, to fill up the empty spaces. It’s a big shitshow, if ya ask me. A big shitshow with no qualified leader at the helm…with any kind of behavioral, spiritual or psychological credentials. The speaker that day, is essentially just a person who is another “Addict” just one drink or drug away from full blown relapse, no matter how many days or years clean they may have accumulated. As if this will ground them to their sobriety, they stay with a coin in their pocket or a colored key chain to remind them of the collection of days they have under their belt, when in truth, all it is, is plastic or medal. What counts is what’s within. The rooms don’t keep us clean… it’s the development & strengthening of our inner sanctum that does.

I get it, though. I’m not trying to be mean. I’m just not a fan. I am not denying that AA & NA have saved millions of lives throughout their days on the scene. It’s a program that works if you work it indeed. But, it’s certainly not fail-safe, & it certainly could be cleaned up, (no pun intended), to be a lot more effective, if ya ask me, like re-wording the Twelve Steps etc. Stop calling addiction a disease & defining it as a terminal thing people are stuck with for the rest of their lives. And, stop making people identify themselves as the “I am an addict” persona. It’s totally counterproductive. To the max. We need to teach people life skills, coping skills & how to tap resources from within, as opposed to moving from one crutch to the next. A street drug to a prescription drug. Teaching people to “surrender to a disease” is a funny way of teaching people self-empowerment, don’t ya think?

It’s time for people to start recognizing how addictive behaviors are formed & implemented in a person’s life, so we can see how to prevent that going forward. What’s the root cause? The root issue? What’s so empty inside? Where’s the location of the emptiness? Is it mere boredom? Or is it more gripping like… hopelessness or helplessness? Where does the fear lie? Anger, hatred, resentment, sadness, regret, guilt, madness, confusion, depression, aggression, greed, fear, scarcity, lack, limitation, self-loathing, mistrust, instability, insecurity, fear of failure, fear to succeed, lack of self-worth or self-confidence. Find the source of the grief & work it out. Because, that’s the sure culprit of any compulsion.

The more we feed a compulsion, the more the brain’s chemistry & climate changes to accommodate the mind-altering substance or activity, which means the brain begins to become malnourished, poisoned, lazy, mismanaged & ultimately wires & signals get all kinds of crossed. Which also means, it will take more work to inevitably dig out. Hence, rigorous mind-body-spirit overhaul, which will likely take years to undertake in order to see real results.

The brain is a computer of sorts that is very susceptible to toxicity, just like our bodies. Ya can’t expect to continuously poison the body with preservatives, high fructose corn syrup, hydrogenated oils, trans fat, straight sugar & sodium for a long period of time without consequences. Eventually the body begins to change its chemistry & break down. Diabetes, stroke, heart attack, obesity & depression will thus ensue. The only way to combat the toxicities & reverse the damage, is to quit cold turkey, the consumption of all toxic food & drink, & nurture & nourish the body back to health with exercise, lots of water, healthy leafy greens, fruits, veggies… prayer/meditation, & practicing new improved habits. Eventually, the blood pressure will even out, the cholesterol number will level, the diabetes can reverse, the excess weight will drop off, an air of joy will begin to replace depression, & sloth will certainly turn to ambition. But it takes, time, discipline & dedication. It doesn’t happen overnight. The longer the body had been exposed to the toxicities, the more damage has been done, hence the longer it will take to undo. Sage advice: Practice patience… she will be your most treasured pet & ally. Treat her kindly.

Persistence, dedication, commitment, willpower & self-empowerment via self-improvement will win back all personal freedom & reinstate a new lease on life that will graduate a person to a whole new level composed of immeasurable great heights. Soaring potentials realized. Regarding addiction, compulsions, obsessions, diseases, illnesses, sickness, distress, worry, regret over the past or anxiety over the future. Whatever the hell needs to be addressed & renovated… faith in our personal Divine capacity to co-create change, with the powers that be (God-Force/Love/Light)… will be our SOLE SALVATION.

Don’t be an amateur.


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Recovery Resources/Services/Hotlines (non Twelve-Step)

  • What Addicts Know: 10 Lessons from Recovery to Benefit Everyone by Christopher Kennedy Lawford
  • American Addict (2012) & The Big Lie: American Addict 2 (2016) (Documentaries)
  • Recovery: Freedom From Our Addictions by Russell Brand (His newest book 2017)
  • Smart Recovery/Self-management for addiction recovery>>> “Discover the power of choice!”

SMART Recovery is the leading self-empowering addiction recovery support group. Our participants learn tools for addiction recovery based on the latest scientific research and participate in a world-wide community which includes free, self-empowering, science-based mutual help groups.

SMART Recovery (Self-Management and Recovery Training) is an international non-profit organization which provides assistance to individuals seeking abstinence from addictive behaviors. The approach used is secular and scientifically based using non-confrontational motivational, behavioral and cognitive methods. Meeting participants learn recovery methods derived from evidence-based addiction treatments. Substance/activity dependence is viewed by the organization as a dysfunctional habit (rather than a disease), while allowing that it is possible that certain people have a predisposition towards addictive behavior.

The SMART Recovery 4-Point Program helps people recover from all types of addiction and addictive behaviors, including: drug abuse, drug addiction, substance abuse, alcohol abuse, gambling addiction, cocaine addiction, prescription drug abuse, sexual addiction, and problem addiction to other substances and activities. SMART Recovery sponsors face-to-face meetings around the world, and daily online meetings. In addition, our online message board and 24/7 chat room are excellent forums to learn about SMART Recovery and obtain addiction recovery support.

[Those admitted to our San Diego rehab often tell us that they struggle with the labels of “disease” “alcoholic” and “powerlessness.” Also, wording contained within the 12 Steps makes reference God, and this can be alienating for individuals who are secular, or whose sense of faith has been weakened.

AToN Center is a program that was founded on non-12 Step treatment principles. Therefore, our Center was designed as an evidence-based best practice model for treatment of addiction free from the barriers many people experience with 12 Step only treatment programs. AToN

Center’s San Diego rehab offers Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) as the clinical underpinning to all of our groups. We discuss an individual’s potential to change from the basic premise that in order to change behavior, you first need to change your thinking and learn emotional regulation skills.]

  • Complete data base for recovery>> Excellent reference for non-12-step & low-cost programs for your specific state.

Toll free: 1.800.304.2219

  • Biophysical Rehabilitation, Homeopathic and Alternative Options, and Non-12 StepDrug Rehab. Drug-free Detox.

Toll free:  1.877.958.9345

  • Dr. Phil Show
    325 N Larchmont Blvd, Suite 602
    Los Angeles, CA 90004 (writing a letter is the best way to reach him)
  • If you need help finding mental health services and support in your community contact: National Mental Health Association Information Center:
  • National Suicide Hotline 800-273-TALK (800-273-8255)
  • National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-SAFE (800-799-7233)
  • National Child Abuse Hotline 800-4-A-CHILD (800-422-4453)
  • Gulf Breeze Recovery’s THRIVE: Total Health Recovery Program is Changing the Face of Addiction Treatment! (Non-Twelve Step)

350 Pensacola Beach Blvd
Gulf Breeze, Florida 32561
Phone: 1 (855) 220-6677

  • The Sanctuary at Sedona: integrative addiction recovery (Create freedom from: Alcohol; Cocaine; Opiates; Marijuana; Prescription Drugs; Codependency; PTSD; Depression; Anxiety. Repair the brain. Heal the body. Recover the soul.) For more info call: 877.710.3385 (Non-Twelve Step)

Rules of Edible Engagement

LqZP1EMN“Eat Food, not too much, mostly plants” is what our species has done for hundreds of thousands of years. It’s good universal advice that is timeless & has been proven effective.

Don’t eat anything your great-grandmother wouldn’t recognize as food. Eat food that comes from a plant, not made in one. Food that doesn’t need a label is what nature intended. Pluck it off the vine, off the tree, up from the dirt if ya can.

If you are gonna choose to eat meat, treat it like a treat, eat it once a week. Consider dairy alternatives. Purchase only local organic humanely farm raised fare. Regard seafood as sacred. Behave accordingly.


Eat deliberately to enjoy & savor texture, flavor & the moment to moment experience. Eat s-l-o-w-e-r. Take your time. Try to spend as much time enjoying the meal as it took to prepare it. Appreciate your bites. Chew mindfully. Pick out a smaller plate, bowl or cup. Eat in smaller portions. Stop before your full.

Enjoy food in good company. Eating is a celebration with others, a tribute to your health. Recognize in the moment how food is serving your nutritional needs. Praise the beauty of its nourishment. There is pleasure in eating. Sit, cherish, relax & chew cheerfully.

Be in bright spirits with merry thoughts. Cultivating a relaxed, non-punitive attitude toward food is essential to the dissemination of nutrients & the assimilation of their benefits. Being anxious about eating is not the ideal. Make your everyday default practice, one that is nurturing.

“All things in moderation, including moderation” —Oscar Wilde.

That said…break the rules once in a while. Go ahead & share dessert with guiltless zest!

Eat many colors. Propose a toast. Say grace. Always tip your server generously & always hug the Chef! Bon appetit! Cheers!




JZapp 🙂

Inspired by:

In Defense of Food PBS Documentary Film by: Michael Pollan